Lurker turned poster: Need some motivation
So I’ve been checking out PE for a little over a year now and decided to finally make my Thunder’s debut. Hello! Thanks for all the info and for the supportive community; there are a lot more lurkers out there who appreciate this stuff than you think. Before I get to my question let me give a little background about myself.
I initially found out about PE last year, doing random searches on the Internet (lets not get into the the details). Incredulous at first, I finally decided to give it a shot because of the claims of improved erections and health. I was, sadly, one of those 21 year-olds with ED. That’s no good, fellas. Well, it wasn’t 100% ED.. More like there were mandatory marathons and crazy positions during sex for me to get off, get my drift? In any case, I really didn’t want to be that kid buying Viagra, so I gave it a shot.
Well, in no time at all my “ED” went away and I gained an inch (5.5” to 6.5” BPEL maybe a little more since my dick curves up and left). I don’t know what impressed me more. The erections were great: it was like rediscovering my dick all over again! I switched over to some girth-focused routines (mostly jelqs), but as my investment increased I begin questioning where my priorities lie in life. Did I want to spend an hour with my dick every other day? After a few months, my length halted to about 6.6”, girth slightly improved to 4.75” at best, and in the middle of my philosophizing, I did one stretch a little too hard and called it quits.
Fast forward to last December. I lost about half an inch in length and wanted to get boners of steel again so I fired it up one more time. I got back to where I left off in less than two weeks, but no improvements the following few weeks. A few days ago I ran the LOT check on myself and decided I should try some tunica stretching, especially because I found it very difficult to stretch upwards. Wrong answer! Well, I chanced an inverted V-stretch, and just as I literally touched my dick on the underside, my little partner in sin screamed in pain (not sharp, more long and nonspecific). Since then my left ball has been slightly achy (and/or a lig, not really sure. My strategy is to not even bother investigating and let it sort itself out on it’s own).
As I sit here resting, hoping this feeling goes away on it’s own without the necessity of a doctors visit, I ask myself: why do I do this? I have a dick that’s not huge, but it’s not small either, and it’s functional. I’ve had girls crawl back for more. Frankly, I am not thoroughly convinced by the “size matters” argument when they say girls will generally pick the dude with a bigger cock than the other, all else equal. Of course she will! The same argument could be made for two guys, all else equal, the dude with a fatter wallet, or the buff guy, or the guy who played guitar, etc. Should we all start playing guitar an hour each day? I would be more interested in women’s responses to something like, would you have sex with a man with a large cock, or a man with an average cock who studies sexual positions and the art of tantric sex one hour every day?
I read some testimonials on this site and another one, and I remember one guy on the other site saying one day his wife said she wanted to be more sexually experimental, so the guy basically let her go out and fuck some dude with a 10 inch Buster McThunderstick that she package-spied at a nude beach a few days prior. Needless to say, their relationship ended, and the guy starting PEing after that. Clearly, the sex must have been completely different, but I wonder if events like this stem from the issue if dick size, or from the fact that this man is the type of guy that acquiesces to his wife to the point that she lets her sleep around, know what I mean?
I guess the point to my question is: what is it that keeps you guys motivated so much that you’re willing to spend an hour or more with your cock each day for years in hopes of gaining a few inches of meat maelstrom? I understand the dudes who are below average and haven’t been able to please a woman, but from the measurements I’ve seen so far, it looks like many people began with a length that’s at least the upper average (6.5”+). I tell myself I am doing this not to make myself complete, but simply to enhance the already complete person I am. But then, when I do that, I ask myself what else I could commit to doing with that kind of time, you know? Not to hate on this wonderful resource that is Thunder’s, but they say faith becomes only that much stronger if you bring your nagging doubts to the surface and address them, so I’m hoping some of the greater PE minds in this forum can shed some light on this dilemma, and help me understand why I should bother returning to this once my left nut stops it’s bitching and I am fully healed. Peace!
Last edited by 4thewind : 01-17-2008 at .