Lurker out of the closet
Hey all, this is my first post. Ive been lurking on and off for the past 2 1/2 years. Ive done a little PE here and there but never stuck to it for longer than 2-3 weeks at a time. So im going to start posting and take a more involved aproach because i think it will help me stay the course. I’m also tired of comming back to the board after a 6month lurking break to hear all these new members making great gains, then thinking dam if i stuck to it i wonder how far i would be.
When I first found this site I was skeptical but at the same time the logic of stretching over time made sense. When I found the site I had been using an inverter for 2 years twice a day to stretch my back due to an injury I sustained, then one day I was measuring how tall my younger brother was and I figured I would measure my self to see if I had shrunk any. I had heard that people shrink over time and I was 29 years old, low and behold I measured a tad over 6, 1. And I had always been 6 foot even. So point of the story is if I could change my height, an entire human structure through stretching unknowingly, surely a much smaller structure like a penis could do the same thing.
My short story. When I was growing up as a young boy I always thought that I might have a small penis then it hit me. When I was about 9 years old my dad was joking one day and he told me all the men in our family had small penises. He did actually have a small dick which he would admit openly, I also remember seeing his flaccid button dick when I was a kid. So I assumed like father like son
So from that day on I was totally convinced that I had the smallest Dick in the world. When it came time to change in fis-ed I would never do it in front of others, I never pissed in the stand up stall in bathrooms, when I had my first girl friends I wouldn’t let them any where near my groin area even over clothes cause I feared they would unveil the worlds smallest dick(this perception also caused me to lose my Virginity about 3 years later then I would have).
So this went on for years me always finding ways to escape being exposed. Then as a senor in high school I starting lifting weights, being part Samoan my body responded very quickly. As my body grew I started to feel guilty, I felt I didn’t deserve to build a big body while having a small cock. I thought the bigger I was the more ridiculous my penis would look god forbid any one were to see it. Finally at the age of 28 I measured my self. The ruler had me at 5 inches even nbp. I had heard that the average size was about 6 so this reinforced my fears that I was small. Eventually my fears of being seen naked changed and after seeing a dockumentary of a boy who lost his penis in a car accident I realised how lucky i was to have one period. i no longer hide it all.
Today. When I first measured my self after finding Thunders 3 years ago my stats were
5 ¾ bpel 4 ½ eg (not exactly sure on the date) after a month of maual pe I didn’t notice much change
I just measured myself today after a week back on manual stretches and shower jelqs and I measured 6 bpel and 5 eg woo hoo! I wanted to celebrate. Im not sure when I made the gains over the past 2-3 years as I did not measure and would stop exercises for upto 6 months at a time. But I see that it works and my new year resolution is going to keep a steady routine for a whole year. my goal is 7nbp x 6eg
anyway Happy holidays, and Thanks all for the support