Little member...big insecurity
I’m going to vent a little. I have trouble being faithful to my girlfriends. I’ve realized I cheat b/c im insecure about my size. I’m insecure for a valid reason..6in long not even 4.5 around. I remember putting on my first condom when I was 15 and noticing it being baggy. I didn’t think to much of it at the time. Now after 5 years I’ve came to realize im not big….and below average in girth..girth the ladies adore.
Now I’m so insecure it’s not healthy. In relationships with g/f’s, like the current one, I have it stuck in my head I’m not good in bed, and I’m too small. Even though w/ my current girl, she orgasms and says “im fine” I just don’t believe it. I just think shes saying these things b/c she loves and cares about me. With the ex’s Iv’e gone out and cheated w/ a girl..just to see if I could satisfy her, make her moan, orgasm etc.
I’m not confient b/c of an organ in my pants that no ones sees! I see how superficial or trite this may be, but I honestly can’t help it. I’m a great,awesome, funny attractive guy, but I OBSESS over my small penis. I don’t even feel like a man.