Like drinking from a firehose
About once a month, I’ll get to thinking about PE again. I will decide I’m committed.ready to go.
I’m 5 1/4” unofficially. Unofficially in that that’s non-BPEL.I need to re-read how to do BPEL and then I’ll have a better measurement. I’ve felt inadequate at this size my entire life. I’m sure you’ve heard it all before, but it’s amazing how much we let our size become a focal point at times. I could probably attribute my promiscuity in school in relation to my need for size validation.the more girls I slept with, the more validation I felt, however fleeting.
Anyway, I digress.
I come here once a month with one specific goal in mind. I would like to be bigger than 6” for once in my life. 7 or 8 would be just jim dandy, but if I could meek out better than six.if I could finally call myself “above average”.if I could be bigger than my wife’s old serious boy friend (we’re 10 years happily married and have good sex, but she once admitted he was a bit bigger than me).if I.well, you get the picture. It’s important to me for a number of reasons.
However, each time I come here, I’m completely overwhelmed. I’m glad that there is so much information out there, but wow. I simply can never decide where to start. So much information seems contradictory.so many techniques work for some and not others. Plus, there is not really (at least that I can find) a sequential list of things you need to know before hand. For example, last time I came I recall reading about a way to determine by the angle at which doing a kegel didn’t retract your penis significantly how much potential you have for good gains through PE. I have no idea now what it was called, or how to find it. I’m not even sure it’s considered accurate by the greater community. But these are types of things that are confusing. So many techniques.so many devices.so little time. I really wish there was a page that contained “Community Generally Accepted Facts”.where guys like me could go to get the latest updates on what truths the community has uncovered. See, it’s challenging, because forums are forever but truths are fleeting.opinions change, and there’s no easy way to get the latest info. I could be reading a post on a technique that is now considered a waste of time and never know.
I simply don’t see how you guys do it. I know a lot of you have to have demanding jobs (I work two.one during day and consulting during night) and families.I have three young boys myself. I simply can’t spend hours and hours.I really really want to do PE but keep hesitating. What if my plan is the wrong one?
It’s funny.I’d almost pay for a PE advisor.a PE trainer (PEPT ? ;) .
Anyway, sorry for rambling guys. Guess I’m a bit emotional about it today. I really want to get started and see what happens, but given my schedule and my family I can’t hide away in the bathroom for an hour each day. And it’d be different if I felt confidence at all in what I should be doing.
Thanks for reading, and any guidance or encouragement is very welcome.