Let me introduce myself
Strokedaily here. I thought I’d introduce myself and tell you why I’m here.
I’m probably older than most of you, retired now and finally have time to reflect upon my life, as well as catching up on all the jerking off that I didn’t do while I was working.
How did I end up here? I started thinking back to all the women that I’ve been with and remember some of their quirky behaviours and why some of those relationships ended. I can describe some of these if you are interested.
Initially I liked tall and larger boned women, close to my height and walking stride. But some of these women seemed to have huge vagina’s and I could not feel anything and had a difficult time reaching orgasm. Gradually I started preferring thin women, and then smaller and smaller women, eventually preferring rather petite women with small features. Sex seemed somehow better with smaller women - we fit together better. Vagina’s were tighter. I married a petite woman.
Thinking back on the 30 or some women I’ve had sustained sex, I was mostly concerned with my own orgasm, but allowed time enough for a woman to get herself off before I came. However she wished, I encouraged it. Some women rubbed their pubic regions against mine, while others used their hands to help out, yet others preferred that I use my tongue. Others just faked it and then used a vibrator later. Some women just lay there with little movement or enthusiasm, waiting for me to finish.
Women sometimes told me it was “amazing”, or ” wow, I’m, tired out” but I sensed that it was not “great”.
My longest lasting relationships were with small women. Or larger women who kept my tongue parked on the clitoris.
I never quite understood. But I just had an “AHA!” moment. I realized that my 4 1/2 inch girth can explain much.
My self image was shattered. I realized that my girth was not even average for a Caucasian man, much less enough to satisfy the average woman.
So, here I am to try this experiment in PE. Why? At my age? Well, I guess its for the same reason that I go to the gym and lift weights. Or try to eat healthy. I’d like to improve myself. I’d like to look in the mirror and be proud.
And I’d like to have sex again.
Last edited by strokedaily : 03-18-2013 at .