Ladies I need your help on penis soze
Hello, I firstly wanna say that I enjoy your website and it is informative but I really need to get a lot of stuff off my chest . About two years ago is when all my anxiety attacks, sucidal thoughts and depression came into my life. Two years ago I was 17 and I am now 19 years old. While I was 17 and basically done with puberty I measured my penis and became a little worried about it.
So what I did was I started researching stuff and came across that the average penis size is between 6-7 inchs which I believe cause that’s where most guys range. I also came across many websites about girls saying that size matters and if your below 6 inchs you are getting into the small area and won’t perform very well. They also would talk about there sexual experiences with small guys and wound say like how small he was or how she laughed at him and all this stuff. So when I realized that I started to know I was small I started to post pictures of penis on yahoo answers and explain my information and when I did this I would get answers non stop about how small I was or how I should never show it again or how I below average. I also got tiny penis and just really nasty stuff so that’s when I became like crazy and started to masterbate none stop and measure myself none stop.
It got to the point in my life that I hit the ultimate depression and just felt very un manly and couldn’t enjoy life anymore. I stayed in my house everyday and barley did anything cause I was so depressed. So then I turned 18 and started to date this one girl who was a virgin. She helped me through my pain of my penis size and we started to have sex and it all went good and she would always tell me how perfect my size was. All my depression and pain went away while dating her until we broke up which was about a month ago. Now that she is gone everything is coming back to me and I’m crazy depress. My ex girlfriend only thought I was good size cause she was a virgin and never seen one before but now that she is gone I have nothing. I’m terrified of everything again and I’m looking stuff up again and becoming afraid of rulers. I’m scared of dating a girl who isn’t a virgin cause I don’t I wanna feel like competion and being compared too. I wanna go back into my relationship with my ex only for the reason that she made me feel like a man but I don’t wanna go back in for the reason that if I wanted to be happy for other reasons I had to break up which I did but its just my penis size and loneliness that is killing me and insecurties. I’ve heard that when a girl says your penis is good and fine or perfect it really means that your small and she doesn’t wanna hurt your feelings. Everything now a days is based on sex and having to have a big penis in this world or get laughed at. I’m done growing too. I hit puberty at a very early age and have been done growing for years now.
So I’m not expecting anymore growth so don’t say it can still grow. I don’t know what the true average anymore but all I do know is anything 6 is supposly small :( . I know there are girls out there who like small guys but that doesnt make me feel better. Just makes me feel worse. I can go on and on but ill stop. If anyone can email me to talk and help me through this then please email me at email removed. Here are some photos.
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I honestly don’t know what size I am anymore or if I’m measuring right anymore. I’m not sure if bone pressing is good anymore. I’m a mess. I might have OCD. I don’t know. Everything I do I feel like I need a big penis to do. I’m afraid that I have to date an ugly girl for them to like my penis size. My cousin is 7 inchs which makes me feel like crap too. I also came across this website that really screwed me up but it was the truth
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