Just Starting, VERY motivated
Ever since I was a little boy, I always wanted a family. I got that now, down quite a broken road.. Everything OUTSIDE the bedroom is fantastic. My wife is a super mom, great business partner, very, very intelligent, and holds to her integrity and honor like no one I’ve ever met. She’s got high standards (but I still can’t figure out WHY she married me?), and she holds herself to them even harder than she holds others to them.. She’s a gem.. (And yes, she’s one hot momma!)
Except for sex. It’s boring, straitlaced, “Are you done yet?” kind of stuff. Once. Maybe twice a month.
She’s not into kinky stuff anymore, seems it’s gotten to her conscience, I guess.. So all of my “backups” I always used to cover for having a small penis can’t be used anymore. Anyway, she has been having trouble with climaxing. Given avid personal study of the emotional and anatomical makeup and function of the female human, I’ve cleaned up all other aspects of life where I was ‘dropping the ball’ except for one thing: She wants a vaginal orgasm. I KNEW when she said that it was because I have a small member. It’s been a while since I measured it, but it’s somewhere around 5” NBPEL I have no idea about girth, but I think I’m on the skinny side. Manual stimulation only gets her Urethral Sponge slightly engorged, and then she feels like she has to pee for the next week and a half.
Anyway, besides being able to give her what she wants, I’ve always wanted a huge penis. I didn’t know it was possible until I found TP. I’ve read and read and read and have been trying to be consistent at what I can get away with. We don’t have much privacy, we live in a very small cabin with 3 little ones under the age of 8. I am already noticing a difference. I was able to go for a long, long time the other night without ejaculating. Which, after the past 5 years of “Hurry up” I thought was a major accomplishment. I used to hurry. I could cum in about 15 seconds. Less if I really wanted. I must have gone for 10 minutes or more. She made me stop because she had to pee and when she came back, she was like “ok, hurry up” and I said, “Nah.. I lost my momentum.” I read about not climaxing on one of the threads here, and decided that was a good time to give it a shot. OMG! I felt like a new man! Happy, on an even keel.. Never felt like that before. I was not as uncomfortable as I though I would be.
I will post more in a little. My service truck just stalled.. Gotta see what’s wrong with it!