To answer Mr. Happy’s questions. Yes I smoke cigars and MJ. Yes to caffeine as well, energy drinks, tea, those starbucks mocha drinks (so good). House you are correct got to find the time to invest in myself. Being an accounting major I should know I need to invest in my assets at the expense of insecurities and sadness. Time to debit my “Life Cash” and Credit bull&%#!. I need a life style change. I go to sleep early morning and wake up at 8am that is not good I think. God has a messed up sense of humor Ill say.