Is it too soon
I’m kind of losing all hope. I’m 21 and a virgin and extremely depressed. My penis isn’t tiny (just under 6 inches length, but about 4.25 inches in girth). The girth is my issue. But in addition to the size, I have fordyce spots, pearly penile papules and I prematurely ejaculate. So, I have read about guys being depressed with only one of these things.. But, hey, lucky me! I get to have my finger in each pie.
Please don’t say something along the lines of “go out and have sex”.. Because how do you think that will end? Firstly, I have no confidence about my penis size, and secondly it won’t be much enjoyment for the girl because 1) I’m a virgin, 2) I’m well below average in girth and 3) I’m a premature ejaculator. It would be embarrassing to say the least.
I have gone on and off with PE, because I just become too depressed and give up because I wonder why should I have to do this? It’s just so unfair, and not a day goes by where I don’t think about how crap this all is, and how bad it makes me feel, and what will I do if I never have the confidence to be with a girl. My parents and family are suspicious, and I don’t know how long this can go on.
So, what I want to know is whether it’s too soon to be doing some of the more advanced stuff without completely injuring myself? I have been very on and off for about a year or so and have probably done about 2 months of the newbie routine all up.
I would really appreciate some good suggestions. If I dry jelq, what is better C-grip or regular? All I care about is girth.
If I can get some girth then I feel I can tackle my other problems. While I feel I have been burdened with this penis, I am an attractive guy (which actually makes it so much more difficult) and I’m of high intelligence. I’m sorry if that sounds conceited, but I honestly find no form of solace in those traits because all I care about is this issue of my penis. I just mention it to illustrate how it goes towards exacerbating my already undesirable situation.