I'm starting/started PE

I’ll chime in here..

I am 6” length 4” girth and just broke up with my gf a month ago.

We had the most amazing sex, but the relationship became very cancerous. She had an incident where she kissed a minor celebrity, and I stopped trusting her and became controlling, but we kept going because we had an intense love. In the end it exploded.

I was for sure the smallest guy she had been with, but she came so easily and sex was amazing, I wish it didn’t get emotional just to conitnue with the sex. When we first hooked up, I was embarrassed, and I came fast, but she said it felt so good, and I stayed with her for an entire week basically just having sex non stop. It was like our bodies were meant to be together. She was very hot too.

But as with any completely obsessive relationship, when there is a balance shift and people are sensitive and she had some borderline personality issues, it collapsed and we pushed each other away and became miserable.

Anyway once I saw in her email (we had each other password) her joking around about me having a small dick (after a breakup) and her friends were mad ! Probably cause we had the best sex ever in spite of it. In fact, her BF before was a body builder/good looking guy with a bigger dick than me, and I am 5’10” and she came on demand, did anything I wanted, best sex ever and never slowed down for almost a year.

I became a pussy in the relationship as we had breakups and yada yada yada, toxic for both of us, we hurt both our self esteem, but anyway the relevant part is the breakup happened for good with her friends. One of her friends is a nuts semi-slut loves black guys, and we were at dinner and she was showing pictures of dicks of guys she took on her phone. My GF joked about one being small, that was bigger than mine, and it put me in a bad mood. Now I was drinking, sick physically, and had resentment building, but for some reason my mind flipped on her and the good night turned to bad. I think she was really bringing me down on purpose- knocking me every chance she got because of other things I did in which she considered to deserve to be punished, but anyway..

We went to a club and she was acting sloppy, and I thought, I just can’t trust her anymore, I stopped trusting her after the breakups/makeout with reality celeb and I was drunk and sick, and that dick was bigger than mine and she made fun of it, so I snapped and texted her some mean things.. Long story short, end of relationship.

I signed up for thunders in 2006 after going to a sauna and having the smallest dick, but didn’t work on it. Now I am determined.

I am doing a beginner routine with a BathMate and am almost 3 weeks in. Hopefully to get to 5” girth. I haven’t had much experience with girls, but could have if I wasn’t worried about this.

I see this as a chane to improve myself and become better as a person along with the other growth from this relationship. Glad to share my story. It’s not something I can share everywhere.

Glad to see you are here. WELCOME!

A minor male reality TV celeb? Are you kidding me? All the ones I can think of are total douchebags. HONESTLY! How dumb of her to throw away a great guy who is good in the sack for that.

Glad you got out of that toxic relationship.

If you haven’t done it already, I’d recommend you do one of the NEWBIE routines for three months or so before getting too hot and heavy with the Bathmate. The thing about the Bathmate is it has no pressure gauge, so it is easy to over do it. Once you have some newbie routine time in you will have a better sense of what you should and should not do with that thing.

Thanks for the welcome, encouragement, and information. I’ll lay off the bathmate a little bit. I was using it for girth and as a warmup, but I better be careful.

I am doing a newbie routine. Started beginning of august.

Scary thing is about toxic relationships, is that you always want an element of it back.

Nice story. You´ll get a new girlfriend. Those with borderline personalities should get themselves together before starting to date some one. When things go wrong in relationship ppl sometimes to say anything to hurt each other. If things are bad in relationship even the biggest and finest dick in world is the worst dick that girl could imagine. Great you have wonderfull sex. That should tell you that you can have great sex with your unit. I have hesitated with my cocksize since teenager. I have denyid having sex with many girls, since I am pretty attractive guy. Why all this. Just because my best friends as a teenager made jokes about my dicksize and they had pretty much samesize unit as I do. It just hurt so much and I am still a bit insecure but no woman has ever complaint my cock, only positive words from my talents in having sex. Sex is everything else than putting your cock in someones pussy.

From doin PE I have had some gains and hoping more (at least it stands like a rock) with patience.

Good luck on your adventure.

Did you mean you’re starting PE? From the title of the post I thought you were going to tell us you’re beginning to develop ED.

Either case, thanks for sharing and good luck on your PE journey.

Great feedback aftershock, thanks for sharing. Looks like you are making some gains. What is your latest routine?

It is interesting that you describe her as a borderline personality, because that is exactly what she likely is. The ironic thing is, I went from being completely healthy to being borderline/walking on egg shells myself. But it hasn’t been my pattern, and likely is hers.

I have definitely had chances to hook up with more girls, but figured it wasn’t worth it- in college we had groups of friends that did things together, and the risk didn’t match the reward. So I’ve only had sex with girls I have really trusted. But this gf did not blink an eye at my dick size, in fact worshiped me for awhile before the drama started. It was not all her fault- I became obsessive too- but point being I was almost surprised that dick size was not an issue.

Yes it deleted my ( ) . I put starting (ed). Kind of like starting out, but started a few weeks ago.. Thanks!

Welcome!

OutofTIme, you told yourself that she had some borderline personality issues. I am not that good :D I suppose my ex girlfriend had same problems too, not diagnosed although. So, I have learned to avoid that kind of personalities, dont want get involved again on that desperate road. Sad that it is.

I am doing still newbie routine. I have tried some clamping and that felt good. Very carefully, but I am not yet starting heavy clamping routine because I would like some length before. I am serioulsy thinking about to get some ADS (all day strecher).

I agree with you having sex only in relationship or with trusted friend (fuckbuddy). I just don´t understand ppl who fuck everybody and not even using condomes. Thats a russian roulette with only exception that you die very slowly, propably in deep depression, carrying the disease with rest of your life (or until they make a breaktrough with HIV).

Take care and triumphant PE!!

I had the same impression.

I tweaked your thread title to more closely approximate your original intent.

Yeah that desperate road does not lead to happiness.. Something is always wrong, always a new stress. It takes a unique individual to deal with it on a day to day basis and it drove me insane. But the good was good.

I am going to start clamping after I finish the newbie routine.

I was at 4.5” girth today on a day off. Probably more a sign of swelling than actual growth, but it was a positive encouragement to be bigger than I have ever been before.

Nice you had changes in girth. Mine has been swelling after PE. I take it pretty easy when jelqing (aiming for lenght). My manual streches are pretty hard i suppose, but that doesnt feel bad because my cock has already somewhat conditioned on PE. Well, you can´t do easy clamping, or it´s totally useless. I clamped today 2 * 5 min. Basically testing this technique before getting seroius someday.

I measured my unit today an happily I had to change my current statistics :D

If you find you are growing on the Newbie Routine, then stay on the newbie routine! You know, “If it ain’t broke, DON’T FIX IT!”

Also keep in mind there are lots of manual girth exercises you could add to your newbie routine a few months from now, before getting into something as advanced/extreme as clamping.

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Welcome and good gains!

Thanks for the advice. I’m sure, it’s not permanent gains, but it must mean something is right.

As soon as I finish newbie routine going to jump into some manual girth exercises.