I'd like to introduce myself.
.And hopefully be accepted and guided by the members of this board. My name is Mark Jackson and I am a 21 year old Japanese male. And here is my “tragic” *cue sarcasm* tale:
All my life I have been viewed as an attractive, nice, charming person, but my penis has made my life a nightmare. I’m 5.5 inches in length when erect, but I’m extremely thin. Regular condoms fit loosely on me. My love life has consisted of three scenarios: a) girls are attracted to me but don’t give me a chance once they find out I’m undersized, b) horrible sexual performances due to anxiety and size, or c) me being terrified of pursuing relationships with girls in fear of what might happen. But last year I built up the courage to pursue a beautiful co-worker and we have since had a fulfilling 8 month relationship.fulfilling except for, of course, the sex part.
Without giving full accounts of all the sexual misfires I’ve had, let’s just say she’s endured a lot of unsatisfying sex. I make it a point to help her cum everytime using my fingers and tongue, but that’s not the way I want to bring her to orgasm. I’d say I’ve made her cum through intercourse about 10 times or so, and they have all been amazing experiences. Our relationship outside the bedroom however is wonderful and while she’s currently away at college, we have plans to move in together once she moves back and hopefully we’ll start a new chapter in our lives. My plan is to become the man she wants (and deserves) to be with forever.
It sucks to hear the Asian jokes. It sucks that the Asian jokes ring true. It sucks that life up until this point has been frustrating and unfair for me. But the worst feeling to me is to not be able to physically pleasure the love of my life the way someone else probably could. Words cannot describe how happy I would be to be lying with her after sex and have her be like “that was awesome” or something along those lines. Okay, I think I’m rambling a bit now. You guys get the picture..
I just registered last week and I haven’t yet had a chance to read very many posts, but I will hopefully get around to this ASAP, tomorrow night I’m shooting for. I see you guys have some measuring system and that’ll probably be the first thing I’ll get accustomed to, plus get my stats up here.
I wanted to post just to put my name into the community and get my story out there. This isn’t really the type of thing you discuss with your friends, especially when your friends all think they are anatomical marvels and use you as the butt of the size jokes, so it’s nice to be amongst people who are in the same boat as me. :) I’ll be on tomorrow, reading up and whatnot.