I need motivating guys.

Everything happens for a reason.
Maybe go get a job in the mean time to help go towards Uni in future?

And PE can be tough to keep motivated about.
But if you give up now, imagine how much potential time and gains you would be giving up on.

Why not use this year to make some money and to work on your unit religiously.

Then when you get to Uni there will be rumors going around campus that you carry a lead pipe down your trousers.

The thing is, My P.E would be far more consistent and effective at uni…I’ll finally have my own room, no parents barging in, my own bathroom too, so warmups can be done well :D Just some of the things I have to weigh up.