Lol I'm okay
My penis is now confirmed 100% okay. Looking back on last night I realized I definitely went overboard.
I’ve been PEing for just over 2 months now. I followed the noob routine for about a week before I just went all out: 2 hour sessions/day with 1 day break in a week. Even though sessions were long I was very cautious. As the weeks flew by my penis was getting bigger and bigger; I gained 2cm EL and 0.75cm EG. Girls reacted the same way to it (you never really know what they’re thinking with an average dick) BUT one day I suddenly noticed I started jerking off differently. The motion of my arm while jacking seemed significantly wider. This made me feel all powerful and it was at that point, about a week ago, I began dangerously manhandling my penis for “MOREEEE MOREEE!” gains (even though I knew about the recent ED warnings). Anyways, I still get a slight tingling sensation now and again, which I’m sure is from the injury, but boners are A-okay. Thank the Lord.
I now have immense respect and appreciation for my penis (and health in general), but mostly my penis (lol). My biggest revelation was how much a man’s power is derived from his penis. We PE for more power as a man, and that is why I started. As a young man ED has never crossed my mind. During my panic attack I had horrible imaginations of living a life with ED as a young 20 year old. I won’t lie, suicide even crossed my mind just for a second. I know now that this is serious stuff. My youthful naive immortality seems to have faded [probably temporarily LOL].
Basically, lesson learned. I really have to protect my health and pay attention to PE indicators. This shit is not meant to be reckless with.
I’ll take 2 more days of break before starting my dick in rehab mode: light stretching and moderate 40% erection wet jelqs. No girth focusing until I’m 100% sure my dick is fine.
PHEW. I suppose now that I’m confirmed healthy it’s okay to laugh about my foolishness. PE has been an awesome ride up until now. I’m definitely in this for the long haul now. Slow and steady baby.
THANK YOU again to everyone consoling me during my freak out, really. This is an awesome community with very knowledgeable and supportive members and I appreciate all your contributions. I wish everyone here a long fat healthy member.