I am so happy that I found this site
I am 30 years old, 5’9” (though I tell girls I’m 5’10”), 175 pounds (lost 25 pounds in past year but would like to weigh 155-160) and tend to be depressed most of the time. I spend a great deal of time thinking and not much time doing — I spend most of my free time by myself and for the past year or so prefer it that way.
Just to get it out of the way, my penis is 5.5 inches NBP and 6.25 inches around at the midpoint with a bigger base whose measurements are unknown, probably around 6.5 inches or so.
My flaccid penis looks very small and I have had a complex about it since middle school when I realized that I didn’t fill my tightie whities out like the other kids. To make things worse, I shared a room with my older brother whose package looked enormous to me. He would lift weights and do push-ups in his underwear and though he never saw me in underwear (I would dress with my back to him and would never hang out in my underwear) I figured that he must have known he was more endowed than me. We really never got along and truly hated each other and I am convinced that he would hang out in his underwear when working out just to show off.
I never once saw a penis smaller than mine while I was growing up and my package in tight whities was definitely the smallest. I remember measuring my erection at 14 years old and my erection angle was very high and without pushing it down to the horizontal completely it was 3 3/4 inches long. At that time my flaccid had to be somewhere between 1.5 - 2 inches.
Today, my flaccid still appears extremely small to me and when I measure it holding it out horizontally NBP I get between 2.75 - 3.5 inches, depending on temperature and other variables. But it doesn’t really hang, it kinda sticks out instead of hanging. My flaccid girth is 4.5 - 4.75 inches. I believe I have a high exiting penis and pretty tight ligs since I cannot under any circumstances bend my fully hard erection below 9:00. My erection angle is 10:00 by the way. My LOT is btwn 9:00 and 10:00.
You have to understand that I grew up without the internet. I had no idea what the average size was until I was 22 or so and looked it up on the net. I was so scared that I was tiny that I didn’t let a girl see my penis until I was in college. It was really frightening the first time I hooked up but it went much better than I thought.
All thru college I had no idea how I stacked up but I felt I was very small.
Though I wore regular condoms at first, they felt extremely tight and would literally choke my penis. But I asked around and my friends just said that it was supposed to be tight so I didn’t think anything was unusual. I still thought I was very small.
During one hookup during college I attempted to fuck this girl without much foreplay. I knew that she was kind of a whore and didnt really feel like doing anything down there. She told me that I was “hurting” her and that I was big. I knew that she had fucked somebody with an 8 inch penis so I was confused. I just figured that she was dry..
After college I was fooling around with this girl and she told me “C’mon, you know that you are big.” I thought she was joking and didn’t make much of it.
A few weeks later I found a website that listed the Kinsey study and discovered that my girth was in the top 1 percentile. I didn’t believe it and still felt very small.
This discovery made a lot of things that had happened with girls previously make sense. But my length was below average (it was 5 1/4 inches NBP at that time) and though my dick scored big in girth, I felt just as small as I had before.
Since that time I have fucked over 25 women. Many of them have commented on how big my cock feels and looks but I still struggle with feelings of inadequacy. I believe these feelings stem from several things — The shortened appearance of my cock due to it’s large girth, my tiny flaccid size, and probably most importantly, an entire childhood and adolescence where I felt my penis was tiny. In addition, I very rarely hit the back of the pussies that I have fucked and I just feel that if my cock was 2 inches longer that I could enjoy sex a lot more as well as give women a lot more pleasure.
My current measurements are NBP 5.5 inches long with a girth of 6.25 inches.
My goal is to keep my girth the same (I don’t want to get any thicker as many girls complain after awhile and sometimes I have problems even entering).
I would like to add 2 - 2.5 inches of length for a final goal of 7.5 - 8 inches long with a girth no bigger than 6.5.
I plan on posting here because I feel this is a great community and I would like to share any gains and methods that I use with everybody on here.
Please feel free to say hi or respond to anything in this post.
I will be starting out with the newbie routine for the 1st 3 months and then I plan on wrapping with the Thera-P thingie.
Also, if anybody could tell me what exercises I should be doing to gain LENGTH only (I realize that this is nearly impossible to gain length without adding any girth at all but anything that will maximize length without adding much girth is what I am looking for).
Oh, and one more thing, I am looking to add flaccid length as well!!
Thank you and hello to all!