I would really love for you to get the surgery so I can look at the advantages and disadvantages of your operation - but I am not that kind of person - I need you to think more about the dangers and ask yourself, what if it does go wrong?
You are insecure now… what will you be if your dick is unusable afterwards? I for one would kill myself if I could never have orgasms again.
May the force (of your hand) be with you. :littleguy