I am going crazy
I am extremely unsettled at the moment. I have heard stories of girls experiencing their first large penis and it almost has me in tears… I am 6 inches BPEL and 5.4 inches in girth. I have tried jelqing but resulted in ED for a week (it was horrible). I have trouble maintaining an erection with my gf because all I think about is what my gf might be like if she did experience being “filled up”. She barely says anything about my dick and it upsets me that so many guys have women worshiping theirs. It almost brings me to tears to think I can’t give her that experience and that I can’t experience it myself. I feel like I might be delving too far in to this…. I am the second guy shes ever been with. The first guy was a one time thing (he was bigger than me) and apparently he made it very painful for her.
I want to get back in to jelqing and would like an 8 inch BPEL penis. I don’t want to ever feel like I am lacking. My gf tells me she doesn’t care about a large dick but that may be because she hasn’t experienced one.
My gf hasn’t experienced a vaginal orgasm (she said she did in some sense, she couldn’t explain it), and I have issues with cumming prematurely (I have gotten better but it still sucks). Overall, I feel like a pretty lousy lover. I can go down on her like no other though (she’s a tricky girl and before it use to take us 40 min to get her to orgasm and now we can in like 10 min).
We love each other and I want to give her every experience possible, as she wants to for me. I need some help guys… help a brother out? lol