Hypogonadism Test lesion Pump Hang Stretch 2 Years trolling.
So, I probably started PEing semi seriously when I suspected Hypogonadism, (But I didn’t know what it was then)
I just knew my nuts hurt and they were shoved into my stomach and I would say “I’m growing ovaries.”
This resulted in a divorce, which was good in the end. Although, she became a squirter during our marriage so I had a measurable quota for my psychology.
I likely developed the back problems due to bone loss from low T anyway and I suspect I was partially hypo-atrop-whatever during my
First urologic visit between surgery 1 & 2 (which were 6 months apart) when I was 35.
Because I was on opiates for pain, (DUH), overweight and too young in general for this type of problem the
@$%H$le doctor told me I was just fat, a smoker out of shape and this happens. He only took a urine test which was completely
Unethical with testicle pain and sent me on my way. After a vesectime, (Am me not hearing hypogonadism, but “undersized”),
During my vesectime I became annoyed enough he quit saying it and likely never explained that I probably didn’t need it because
I was likely sterile as .. Anyway.
This although not officially, obviously makes stuff WAY worse.
Except that my now GF after a long story of abuse after leaving me said once one night when we was drunk that “X”, went places
Nobody else ever has, (I suspect a cul-de-sac), which is interesting because a previous boyfriend she complained about excessively
Because it was painfully big.. (But, we won’t get into that circle discussion.)
So, anyway back to me specifically.
While staying in bed/in my house and room for almost two years, I PE’d on the side. No, not consistently and I didn’t per-say find this forum.
But I got an extender and used it, the problem is that I had no libido. My recent T scores have been sense they were tested later..
160, after supplements.
So, I would assume back when I was PE’ing they were sub 200 ALL the time no question and likely sub 100.
Another gauge on this is your pain threshold goes through the floor and it makes it a feedback loop, I was on 180mg of morphine + a day
And anything else I could get and that didn’t help in the slightest.
So, yeah, jelqing was a job. And even when I had an erection it was like, That sucks.
Now, early on, opiates delay and numb you a bit and you can screw the lights out of a chick, this I suspect is how the wife eventually learned the squirt thing,
But unfortunately, the long term effects of my health problems screwed me badly.
Now, fast forward, it’s not SO bad.
Over the last several months, I can’t actually get enough time to read this forum and I’ve..
Used the bathroom buddy..
Enough that I did 2 20 minute sessions a week after I got it on a sunday and the GF said that I had to quit PE.. Which I did for a week maybe..
So, the girth, which I think was like 7” that DAY, for AWHILE, pissed her off.. She said it was quite unnatural, which it was, I got that ring thingy,
Although, I don’t care, I’m still a man although my numbers would argue at times. And I privately smiled as she winced before I told her I got he BB.
I sneakily used it the weeks she bleed for a month or two.
Eventually after kicking the opiates for awhile I finally determined I was hyper-gonadic and my entire life problems, weren’t PE or the way I was doing it,
But was that I had no T.
Now I am bad at being consistent so, no I didn’t take pictures, but I’m going to guess from when I was in my 20’s that I was 5.5, but I didn’t know about BPEL.
And I’m plump, so I’m going to guess that I’ve maybe done .5 in all my recent PE’ing and that anything I did before got lost.
AND THAT’s The KICKER.. It STRETCHES. So, the doctors tells you it SHRINKS. So BELIEVE that it STRETCHES, SHRINKS, WHICH MEANS IT WILL “GROW” too.
K, Doesn’t mean I’ve met my goal or anything bitchen, I just know I’ve gone both ways enough it’s worth it.
Now, to my current issues..
I’m new to the T thing that’s just a few weeks old so obviously that’s going to make a HUGE difference and already has.
Even 200mg of VIAGRA wasn’t working. AND $%@$%me does that give you a headache anyway.
So, I have been trying hanging with just 1.15 pounds, I swing it a little, (I do it while I play the drums to the time goes quick.)
Anyway as to the hanging, and pumping, (I got the black pump they sell at Adam and Eve), I didn’t both with anything special and I go between 10 and 15 on that
I don’t remember what the numbers mean..
Interestingly I measured that tube and It’s just shy of 8” long and I can’t be 3 cm under it, which is kind of baffling as the BB measures at about 7”,
But I don’t put the ring on the bottom when using that.
Anyway, everything was going good, but I’ve had to stop because.. Either it’s because of the T or PE induced..
But I’ve had a few lesions and they are sticking around longer than I’d expect, all my tests were negative and have been.
I still and not going to rule anything out though.
I also like an IDIOT****, keep streching and PEing, which keeps them from healing. So..
My questions are..
How long do you wait on the lesions,
How do you treat them, I haven’t seen good answers really specifically in the forums.
Does it change with the Hypogonadism and T injections, etc?
One is expected to get “breakouts” as a reaction to the HRT..
Anyway, I’m sorry, but my posts suck these days and alot of that comes from what happens to the brain
After you are exposed to poly-substance, opiates and low T for a long time.. ;) Just saying, that’s my diagnosis.for being an idiot. I’ll keep it at that. ;)