I’m sorry for making threads all the time, but if you were in this situation you would also have done that.
I decided to start PE with the newbie routine, I was awared of all the injuries you could suffered due to this but ofcourse I was too excited in this.
Well I started the routine at the first day of april, I thought I would kept doing this for some months but it ended up in a tragedy 4-5 days later.
I shall notice that my dick felt good after the first sessions, but during one session something felt VERY VERY VERY wrong, my dick started a sort of rush during the jelqing and got shriveled, lifeless and limp.
With my lack of experience I thought it would return in a week or two..
I can’t remember i jelqed at 100% erection, and I didn’t drag of my penis during the stretching so I guess i were one of these unlucky guys.
Well maybe i had a too hard grip or maybe I were doing too much in a short time of period, (i followed the newbie routine) and i also skipped the kegels.
I stopped PE directly after this in hope to recover most of it’s way.
I had my hope up for maybe one week or two, but today I can’t see any improvements even if i’m in a really bad mood psychically.
My dicks mood right now
Hard and shriveled in flaccid mode
Sometimes lifeless and just hanging.
Some sensitivity loss
Can’t keep the blood in the glans.
Some minor discoloration i think.
Pins and needles sensations in testicles
These problems has caused me
Skipping all life activitys
Last week I met a doctor who said that i couldn’t get any nerve damage due to this stuff, after that I got more positive and i decided for myself to start the “life” again. It got better, the fact is that i woke up with morning wood those days I were glad.
Some days I felt normal again, I got spontaneous erections also and it wasn’t that hard to stimulate my penis to erection.
I could also noticed that my dick were not that hard and shriveled.
Even if it’s not were in that good old shape i could live with that dick.
But at the tuesday i noticed a scary thing, I got nervous for a thing and I felt that rush again, I almost lost all of my sensitive in the shaft of my penis, I didn’t worry that much and I got some sensitive back the next day, the problem is that anxiety captured me again, and now the penis is back to it’s bad shape again.
I’m wondering how much the anxiety promote this.
All doc’s I have been to have said that it’s very hard to damage your penis, ofcourse I believe them but I know that they aren’t that experienced in PE.
I also said to the doc how I caused the damage, it’s always best to say the truth.
I’ve lost all my hope, I could not see any way out of this, It’s seems that my life are destroyed, I have to accept it but all I can say is that i don’t want to live a life like this. Ofcourse I could consider a urologist, but I can’t see how they will fix this.
I wake up at nights 4-5 times and gets panic, i’m crying all the days, last night I even dreamed about my penile injury.
Guys try to put yourself in this position, I would be glad if someone could give me any sort of hope even if all my hope probably is lost.. :(
I can only blame myself putting myself in this situation, guys take it easy out there and research alot before you continue with this, this was a mistake I have to regret for my whole life.
Last edited by Maroshk : 05-05-2008 at .