Well, honestly I feel like it generally has to do with a bad past experience with a girl who decided they wanted to hurt us by going after something they knew would cause us mental anguish.
I understand that mathematically, I’m considered above average, but I’m the kind of person that thrives on confidence. She said that because she knew it would bother me, not cause she actually thought it. That however, turns out to be enough much of the time. It got stuck in my head and sorta drove me nuts. I already dwell on problems too much, especially when there isn’t an easy solution to something.
In this case, I’ve spent a decent amount of time trying to come to terms with it. I feel like I’ve done that pretty well. However, I’d like to never be put in that situation again, because it really did hurt, and I’d prefer to avoid that. In order to accomplish that, PE is the best route. Plus erection quality / hardness is improved and in all honesty, I don’t enjoy sex when I worry about pleasing someone. It’s about getting caught up in the moment and experiencing someone. I find I do that much better when I’m at ease with myself along with whomever I’m with.
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one month in (as of 02/12/09): 8.15" BPEL, 7.4" NBPEL, 5.6"EG, (5"-6.5" varying) FL, 4.75" FG, Height: 6'1", Weight: 190 lbs.
Currently (as of 04/3/09): 8.50" BPEL, 7.6" NBPEL, 5.7"EG, (5.5"-7" varying) FL, 4.75" FG, Height: 6'1", Weight: 175 lbs. (final semester of Computer Science > Gym :( )
Goals (in the next 6 months): 8.60" BPEL, 7.8" NBPEL, 6" EG, 7" FL, 5" FG, (still hopefully 6'1"), Weight: 200 lbs.