Height and Size
OK here goes my first ever thread since signing up last week! Here is my story.(if you don’t want to hear it skip to the end!) I started PE because halfway through my relationship with my ex girlfriend (recently separated) I found out her ex was a 6 foot black guy and once she asked me if I think she is loose, naturally my male brain connected the two things together even though she weren’t even loose!
All throughout the relationship we were very actively engaged in sex, one time we did it 5 times in day! I would always make sure she came at least twice before I did, and every time she would tell me it was the best sex ever. Despite that I always had this image in my head that her ex was hung like a donkey! I know this whole ‘black guys are all hung’ is a myth but I couldn’t help but thinking she enjoyed his ‘bigger’ dick.
Anyways we broke up after being together for a year due to her circumstances (she was a student and had to move back to her country) during the time we were together I never showed her any signs of insecurity and I was very much in love with her (still am!).She was the second sexual relationship I had before I lost my virginity to my first girlfriend who was also a virgin. I was with my first girlfriend for a month before we had sex and during the first month (before we had sex) we did a lot of foreplay and she always told me I was big and that she was afraid I was too big for her!! I don’t know how my insecurities started but I think it was a mixture of her being older more experienced than me, her ex and my experience with my ex.
I always hated myself for thinking like how I was because she was an amazing person and given different circumstances I would not have thought twice about spending the rest of my life with her! Now I want to make myself better and more confident because I don’t want meet the girl of my dreams and have insecurities because of their past (if they had a bigger one than mine)
Since finding out about PE I have been very enthusiastic and I have already been on the newbie program for 2 weeks (no gains other than a little flaccid length). I am very grateful to Thunder and everyone else who has contributed to this awesome website. I am dedicated and looking forward to my journey in the world of PE!
I know that having a bigger penis is not the only answer to resolve my problems but I think it’s a first step….
Now for my questions:
How realistic is my final goal (8x6)?
How many guys out there are around my height (180cm) and are 8 BPEL x 6?
Starting stats (dec 06): 6 BPEL x 5.2 EG, 3.9 FL x 4.5 FG
Short term goal (dec 07): 7 BPEL x 5.6 EG
Final goal: 8 BPEL x 6 EG, 5+ FL