First couple of months
This is my first post. Hello and congratulations to everyone who has contributed to Thunder’s place.
I’m doing a newbie routine. Here are my observations and thoughts. For me PE has been an emotional roller coaster ride. Over the past months I’ve gone from believing I’m going to have the dick I’ve always wanted to “oh no, what have I done?” overnight and back again. It’s all uncharted territory and the rewards and risks are so great. This forum has helped so much. PE is a captivating subject. So far I’ve gained about a half and inch in length and some girth at the base doing jelqs and stretching. I’ve over-trained a couple of times. I’ve taken a week off because I experienced some slight numbness, my flaccid became contracted and I lost my night wood. Numbness is gone, my flaccid is relaxed again, and night wood is mostly back. I feel almost ready to start up again, but it was pretty scary there for a while. I guess I don’t really have a sense of how robust my penis is - what it’s healing capacity is.
I’m still somewhat concerned that, in a semi-erect state, the engorgement seems confined to the base - not that is a problem, just that it is different than before. Also, one night I woke up with erect CCs and a completely flaccid CS. This hasn’t repeated itself, but it worries me. It surprises me how much my psyche is affected by where I focus my reading around here. After an hour in the injury forum I want to quit - seeing the success that so many people have had make me want to keep going.