Finally starting PE
Finally I got the kick that I needed; however it was not a very pleasant one. I’ve been lurking around the PE sites on the net for quite a while now, gathering information. This forum seems to be the most serious one, and NOT commercial!!
What got me started was when I accidentally watched an e-mail that my wife had sent to a long-time ago ex. They had been mailing each other erotic fantasies for a couple of months. This discovery was painful enough but when I read some of the conversations I was crushed.
She told the man that she had been longing for large dick to fill her up ever since she left him, that is 16 years ago! I knew the man had a member considerably above average but my wife have always told me I have been more than enough for her, what a joke!!!
Of course she resigned completely when I confronted her with my discovery, she begged and cried that this was just a foolish game and she had been carried away with it developing. Well, I forgive her but in my mind the size question is burnt in forever. Therefore I have decided to dedicate myself to PE. When I reach my goal 8”x 6”, I will reconsider my marriage and decide whether to leave her or love her ( I’m currently at 6.7” x 5.1” ). I know this revenge plan of mine is stupid but I’ve been hurt so badly that I would love to see her face when I grows bigger and bigger and at the end maybe leaves her.
I have started with a gently routine as follows:
10 min Hot Wrap
15 manual stretches
5 days on 2 days off.
I will increase the routine and maybe add other exercises as well gradually.
Do any of you have suggestions or comments to my routine, maybe even a plan on how to get to 8x6 in shortest time possible without injury?
Lots of craps coming out of me here but hell, better to tell you guys than a $100 shrink.