Finally Posting - Results Would Change My Life
I came across Thunder’s roughly two or three months ago and didn’t believe anything that I read at first, due to the general lack of scientific consensus on penis enlargement and the constant reminders of fraudulent products, etc. After reading a lot of threads here and on a few other websites, it seems that there are definitely a lot of people who have actually experienced genuine gains through natural exercises, and whilst substantial proof (imagery, etc) is scarce, I believe that there are too many real stories of success for it to be ignored.
To make a long story short, I’ve always been deeply anxious about my size and it has unfortunately stopped me from pursuing relationships and doing a lot of things that I should be free to do. Coupled with some nasty general anxiety and self esteem issues, it makes for a pretty unwelcome headspace. A great shame as I know that I’m an intelligent, caring person. Sorry for the ‘poor me’ introduction to this forum, but these concerns have to be recorded in some way.
My current stats are 5.5 NBPE (maybe 5.8 BP) x 4.5 MEG (just under 5 at base). My main concern is girth, as I have a slight curve halfway up my shaft which means that half of my unit is only 4” girth. I find this extremely embarrassing to be under average in both dimensions, and as a 23 year-old man who should be proud of my body it is rather frustrating.
I’ve been doing the JP90 beginner routine for roughly 2 months or so and have started doing fowfers in the hopes that my flaccid increases in some way, as I’m unfortunately a grower at the same time. In the time that I’ve been practicing PE, I only noticed positive PI’s maybe once or twice in the very beginning, with a few morning erections that I could swear felt wider at the sides. As I’m only 23, EQ has never really been an issue, so it’s been hard to try and pick up any signs from my body, apart from an increase in some veins which appear a little thicker and perhaps more pronounced. I’m also having trouble with my erection level while jelqing, and feel that I can only maintain an almost flaccid state - it’s either a full erection or not enough it seems.
Sorry again for the long and rather unhappy post, but I thought it best to kick off with my current situation and my motivation for PE (besides maintaining good health). I also want to say that having read a lot of threads in this forum, there are a lot of genuinely caring people that are always happy to help and give guidance, which is reassuring for a newcomer.
If I could gain 0.5 in NBP length and 0.5 in EG, I feel it would change my perception and boost my self confidence immensely. Anything else would be cream.