Finally accepting myself
Hello everyone at thunders!
Well, I have been struggling with my cuckold thoughts for over a year now! At the beginning I was really depressed (even thought of committing a suicide)
I even fantasized about being a cuckold while jelqing! But I thought that I can get over them, but nothing changed. I just come more and more interested in cuckolding.
Strange thing is, that I don`t have a low self-esteem! Girls even say I’m very COCKY:D
My penis is above-average with a nice girth. But still I find some humiliation exiting.
So there is this girl in our class: a slut and a complete SIZE QUEEN. She has a beautiful, little bit chubby body with big breasts, and she looks quite attractive, but all the guys are afraid of her. She told us that she had sex with a black guy with a 9-10 inch cock:D . Crazy huh..
Later I discovered, that she is very interested in ME! I only admired her from distance. She has tried to make contact may times, but as all other guys, I was afraid, that I won`t measure up.
But now, after talking to a very close female friend for some time, I have completely accepted my personality.
I am going to ask this girl out:D , hopefully we match.
I think, later (after my exams) I will continue to PE, just to have harder erections and maybe gain, but that’s not so important.
I just wanted, to thank the guys in Thunders who have supported me, I had some rough times..
From Cocky to Cucky
Now: BPEL 8.3 EG 5.5 ¤_¤ Goal for 7 years: BPEL 8.5 and EG 6-6.5