Feeling pretty down
It has been over 1 year and I have yet to make my gf orgasm from sex like I do from going down on her. She does get mini orgasms but she doesn’t flip around on the bed like she does when I go down on her. It rips me apart. I am about average (5.5 BPEL and about 5.5 around… I did the toilet roll test and I wouldn’t fit). It’s so hard for me to simply believe that she just doesn’t get off from sex like she does from me going down on her. I want a big dick. I want a 8x6 penis so I stop having these thoughts. I want a girl to look at my member and be like “I love it”. I am simply not getting this from my gf and bringing it up would only put her in a weird position. No girl likes a guy who questions his sexual prowess. I am just feeling really down especially after I heard my friend who apparently is big shattered reality for this one girl he was with. I am so fucking angry/sad.