Edging induced trauma

Hi, everyone! I tried to post this in the trauma section but apparently I can’t do this as this is my first post. I’m the member of the community since June 2016.
I need your thoughts and advice on what kind of trauma I might have.
My story started in April 2015. I was 18 and I was finishing my first year at university. The blow came when I suddenly found out that my girlfriend (we’d been together for 4 years) cheated on me. It was a bit depressing as you can imagine. Still, I had morning woods as usual and raging night woods, I could keep an erection for how long I wanted, with any kind of thoughts in my head and what is more important I could get it up at any time, whenever I wanted.
May 2015. After two weeks of a mild depression I decided that it was time to move on. I phoned to one of my friends and asked her if I could come to her place to watch something together and stuff. She accepted. I was so horny the day before I went to her that I edged like for 2 hours without cumming with a raging erection that I had at that time.
So I came to her the next day, we drank a bit of wine then we started kissing. I didn’t have any insecurities or anything, I was subconsciously very self-confident being sure that everything down there was already ready. But suddenly, I felt that I didn’t have an erection. I went to the toilet and saw that I was super turtled, cold and so small I had never seen it to be like that before. Finally, that day I managed to get it up but not to a 100 percent erection. She refused to have sex, she masturbated me a little bit without me cumming.
I came home being down about all that but the thing was that all that time I had not cummed. So I decided to masturbate and when cumming I had a burning feeling at the left side of my penis (now I suppose maybe it was veins). I was frightened as hell.
I slept on it and when I woke up I found out that my erection was kind of sloppy and quickly subsiding. I still could masturbate and cum but as soon as I stopped rubbing it, the erection subsided. The burning feeling at the left side was gone. The most frightening thing was that from that morning on my dick suddenly had a left curve.
I thought that maybe it would heal by itself. But it didn’t as you see and that was back in May 2015.
In April 2016 I had sex with a prostitute, cause I wanted to see if I could still use it with a woman. I could, but after 10 minutes my erection subsided and that left curve was still there.
That same month I went to urologist after reading about Peyronie’s. I had an ultrasound and it said I didn’t have any. So the urologist could do nothing about it.
I began to have insecurities as I was not big (NBPEL 5,7 and EG 4,7) but what killed me was that I could not have that raging erection at any time I wanted as I used to have.
I also want to add that I had always been masturbation addicted doing it like 2-3 times daily.
In June 2016 I found this forum and decided that as I did not have that A-erection anymore, at least I would try to make myself bigger.
I started with a Newbie routine, mostly jelqing. By December 2016 I managed to move up to 6 inches in NBPEL. Which may be some natural growth, I was 20 at the time.
Then I bought an extender (which I used for a month) and a water pump (used it here and there every second month).
Finally, in January 2017 I found a girlfriend. We have been having a lot of sex, the erection sometimes subsides and I have an impression that it is not that hard as it used to be but it could have been much worse.
In summer 2017 I we weren’t together for 3 months and I decided to use that time for PEing. After adding downward stretching to my routine I managed to move up to 6.8 inches NBPEL and the next time we had sex with my girlfriend I had much more pleasure than with 5.7 that I used to have.
The thing is I heard that when you have some EQ problems you cannot gain in girth and over about 15 months of doing PE I didn’t (which is not abnormal either, I admit).
So I want to hear you thoughts guys on what kind of trauma I might have. I will have Doppler test in a month or two, I do not have the possibility now.
I very appreciate this forum for all the information I have got (especially that of Thoughtful gold).

P.S. Also, I watched a video where somebody described types of dicks and the first type was a bit like mine, with a little curve, so it said: “that dick belongs to a man addicted to masturbation, he experiences some erection problems during sex”, that sort of thing. So I was like- maybe it is a sort of common problem for those who masturbate a lot?

Probably tense and it’s like working out a tense muscle. Can strain you easily.
Compared to biceps or triceps the pelvic floor is a lot more fickle and subconscious … It’s possible to have a constant tense pelvic floor.

Focus on relaxation. Reverse kegels.
During edging be aware if you are tense or relaxed. Can take some time…
If you have an injury you need to check with a doc.

Maybe you noticed the curvature on that day because you were suddenly hyper focused on your EQ. Perhaps it had been developing that way for some time. A slight curve is fairly common.

As for the EQ experience - a burning sensation can happen when ejaculating after edging without cumming for a long time, I’ve experienced it from time to time. Usually goes away after an hour or so.

First time with a new girl after a 4 year relationship, can be normal for mr. willy to be a little shy, even if you’re not.

If you’re cumming 2-3 times a day, it will effect your EQ for the vast majority of guys. Maybe it wasn’t effecting your EQ when you were 16, but now it is. Also make sure you’re getting enough cardio exercise.

I personally believe there is quite of a big anxiety factor in your mind, which is understandable but needs to be fixed as soon as possible.

Second reverse kegels. Do them all day for a week.

Thank you for your replies, guys!

Yeah I think there is some tense in there. In fact, since the age of 6 I’ve been doing a lot of sports, so at least 5-6 trainings every week since that age. And I’ve been told many times that all my muscles are too tight, there is too much tense everywhere in my body, so I think the pelvic floor is not an exception.

I’ve searched for reverse kegels technique but I’m still not sure if I’m doing them right.

And yeah, maybe I hadn’t see that curvature developing, now it’s hard for me to remember.

I would also like to ask you what girth exercises are the best to start with. I can’t go with clamping, at least for now. But I saw that some basic PE explanations tell you that semi-erect jelqing can yield some gains in girth. Has anybody made at least minimal gains in girth with semi-erect jelqing? Maybe squeezes are better? Cause really the majority of girth gains that I find about are from clamping.

Reverse kegeling, basically feels like trying to force a bowel movement out of your penis. You can do them forcefully like I said, or you can simply think “out” whenever you remember throughout your day. Kind of like forcing out pee without actually peeing, a tiny bit short of that. These pretty much single handed lay fixed my dead EQ after some stupidity I pulled with rubber bands. Do them relentlessly for a week.