The Crow 19,
Reading your opening statement, it seems appropriate to write the following:
Just as easily as you can think that you will never feel big, you can also think “I feel big!” It’s all in the way you think.
Be your own best friend rather than your own worst enemy.
Congratulations on your good gains! You are Big!
Your right, but the question is how do you change your view.
We need to realize that big and small are just labels, given to an object by our conceptual mind, so in reality big or small doesn’t as much depend on the object, but on the imputation. To feel big we just need to think I’m big, to think I’m big we just need to familiarise our self with the thought I’m big.
When doing PE try thinking to yourself wow I’m really big. Don’t pay attention to the wish I was bigger.
Also another factor is our reference point, watching porn with big willies in it will obviously make you feel smaller. Try using your own experiences to enhance your positive perception for example, all thoughts comments she makes on your size, thoughts moans and groans when you enter her. You know stuff like that flatter you.
Contentment is peace, peace is happiness.
The other thing you can do is to do PE till you have to buy special trousers for your mammoth shlong.
"If your not enough without it, you'll never be enough with it"