I recently experienced some major gains, which is what I have been working for, but for some reason I actually feel disappointed! I thought that was so weird. For the first time I actually was hoping the gains are not permanent. I guess its because I found that being larger doesn’t seem all that its cracked up to be. I somehow imagined something else, I don’t remember what, but I visualized that it would be somehow much more satisfying than it is in reality.
I am still doing a routine, and the feeling of disappointment sometimes comes, but maybe not as strong. But I am thinking that as I adjust to the new part of me, the feeling will go away. Have any of you felt this? It makes me wounder why I wanted it in the first place.