Didn't grow during puberty
As the title states, I didn’t grow during puberty. My penis has looked the same all my life and it sucks. I’m fine with my length(6.8), but I’ve always been so self conscious about my girth(4.5). The fact that its on the longer side makes it look skinnier as well, I know. This self consciousness has side-lined me from a lot of sexual activity I could have had(I’m not a bad looking guy). I have had some partners, but can tell they’re not into me like they would be if I had a thicker penis(its what girls want the most)(( I notice a change in them after having sex for the first time). I actually feel bad posting this in fear there may be other men out there with my dimensions who this post will hurt by them reading this.
Anyway, I’m kind of just wondering why I never grew. When I was younger I didn’t always get the best sleep at night, a lot of times getting 6 hours a night. I didn’t really eat breakfast that often on school days, and sometimes I would go over friends houses and not eat a lot there. I didn’t take eating vitamins seriously(here and there), and my diet could’ve been better( wasn’t horrible, just not the best either). And lastly, I wonder if the way/amount I masturbated contributed to a skinnier penis. I would necessarily squeeze my penis when masturbating, but it would be more engorged than say when I had sex or just having a regular boner, leading me to believe I maybe put a bit of extra pressure on it than I should have.
Also, I would masturbate about every other day sometimes more. I remember my EQ not being that great either a lot of the time. I wonder if masturbating too much caused this. I didn’t know what EQ was and I just thought my penis was pretty small when flaccid and I was a ‘grower’. Years later, I realize I’m actually a shower because when my penis is resting(with good EQ) it doesnt get much bigger. I suppose its a combination of all of these things that contributed to this and I suppose it could be genes as well, but it seems like most people should grow during puberty(I grew everywhere else-height, voice, hair, etc.) I wish I knew about EQ and how to maintain it because I think it might have helped me grow. It seems like penis health should be promoted more to teenagers to prevent this from happening to anyone else/help them grow to their full potential because I see other people online commenting about how they didn’t grow. Anyway, I just needed to get this off my chest.
Last edited by memento : 04-23-2015 at . Reason: Paragraphed