As I am just starting pe I recall my younger years. I was always trying to get approval from woman via
my penis size and performance in bed. I became a wild alcoholic and slept with as many girls as I could.
I slept with countless amounts of woman before I was 30. I was always right at 6 inches was 5.4 girth which
helped some. I was afraid to shower with the other guys. And was forced to when I went to private high
school. That was a shame thing for me. So I wasn’t the biggest guy in school either at that age. But later
on got real good at Kung Fu to make up for that and bodybuilding.
Looking back there were only a couple girls that said anything about my average to small cock. One girl
was a stripper that I had all the time. She said if your cock was only an inch bigger it would be perfect.
That hurt me some. And I would always get my clothes and leave before the girl woke so she wouldn’t see
me naked. I didn’t mind being wild while drunk the night before when it was dark too. I am hoping to to
get that extra inch here.
Now I realize that it’s important to have a positive self image about your body. Even if it’s not the best
one comparison wise. All those years I wasted trying to prove myself to woman. Although I did have some
really wild experiences with some of the hottest girls. I have found that the bigger ones or the slutty ones
that screw a lot are gonna be more critical. Especially if you think there not pretty during sex.
I had a girl that I did date that I loved and she left me. She was married to a man with bigger cock. But she had
an orgasm at least 70 percent of the time we had sex. I think mostly it’s technique and being in shape to
really screw hard and fast. Anyway she left me and at that time I had been obsessed with my penis size to her.
Always asking her if my cock was big and ok. I used to have an obsessive compulsive personality
which led to many addictions in which sex was one. I managed to run her off and she was the first to break my
heart after dating and screwing countless woman say 90 to 100 before 30 most one-night stands. Looking back
I wish I was happier with my cock and body and found more love and got married early. Now I’m early 40’s.
Well maybe my wisdom is to be happy with your body and cock size but still try to get it was big as you can
without doing any damage to it.