Hi everyone. I have posted a couple of times before but have not formally introduced myself here on the forum. I just started PE one and a half weeks ago, starting size 15cm NBP length and 12.7cm girth. Current goal 14cm girth, long term goal 15.2cm (6”) girth. Perhaps some more length, but I have not set any goal, right now I think that 14cm is achievable and thats what I’m gonna aim for. I have not measured flacid as it’s so inconsistant, best hang is 6” before it starts to look erect. I have a timeframe of one year, as this is the amount of time I am in Australia for so it’s good to invisage a period to help stay motivated. I am working on PE as part of an overall plan to develop my body, I just started out at the gym six weeks ago. I have known about PE for a long time, and spent some time lurking, but now I really want to give it a shot. I think the real reason for leaving starting so late is fear, fear that it would not work and I could not achieve my dream of a huge cock. After just 1.5 weeks I am already feeling a slightly stronger erection and the improvement in hang is certainly noticeable. For the months running up to PE I was suffering from insecurity about my erections as I did not have sex for a while and the whole time I was thinking: are my erections hard enough, will I be able to maintain an erection during sex and so on. Then I finally got lucky and these insecurities subsided as I realised I could perform. When I thought about viagra and then realised that there was “not much room for improvement” I realised for the first time in years I was highly secure with my erections, which was a great feeling. When I was younger, ie under 18, I was NEVER insecure about my size. I went to boarding school when I was 11 and we had communal showers, and I lived most of my life there untill I was 17. I think communal showers after sport are the way to go, as even if you are small, you will realise it is not a big deal. I strongly suspect that the insecurity that developed in my adult years was triggered by internet porn and the media. Before the age of 18 I had never once viewed internet porn or used the internet in private. The media has driven men to become size obsessed, and has projected the “bigger is better” image on conscious and subconsious levels for a long time. It would be interesting to know how many of you guys had communal showers at school or use communal showers at the gym??
Anyway, that is my two cents, hope I have not bored you