Am I on the right track

So I have a mild case of ED. It takes a bit of effort for me to get a good erection, and sustain that erection. I can get half erections, or “floppy” ones pretty easy, but the rock hard raging erections are hard to get, and I want to improve my penis health and erection quality. A quick background of how I got ED was I didn’t masturbate or have any sort of sexual contact for 3 years, and in turn that made my penis a bit smaller and weaker. I am 19 years old, and athletic, so this hurts my pride a bit, having this problem. Anyway, I tried “balooning” yesterday for the first time. [I use fleshlight btw for everything, can’t use my hand its too rough from my callous and hurts]. I did two sessions, the first I lasted 21 minutes but then accidentally fucked up and orgasmed. Then, 4 hours later, I tried again but messed up at the 12 minute mark. I was pretty pissed at how I messed up and then went to bed. It was almost unpredictable cause sometimes I would reach the PONR after 2-5 pumps, other times it would take me like 30+, completely random. OH, and I should mention, every time I reached the PONR and pulled out, I always do a reverse kegel and hard as I could, and hold it for a few seconds, then continue ballooning. Seems more productive than waiting pointlessly doing nothing. When I do the reverse kegel, my penis gets bigger in every way, and also feels super tight like my penis is metal, or something. I plan to do another 2 sessions today, both lasting 20 min each, and I’m gonna try not to accidentally orgasm on either one. So.. Is that enough for the day for a starter? When should I bump the time up? Or am I doing too much? I should add one last thing: had some weak morning wood today and my penis actually felt a bit sore, and fatigued. I’d love to hear your thoughts, being the experts you are! Thanks -Scott

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Start masturbating, ejaculating, and face the fact that this happens to almost every guy around that age. Why on earth did you abstain from masturbating youngin?

Went through a very strict religious phase, as a coping method [something pretty bad happened and I had nothing else to turn to]. I realize now that it was stupid and pointless, and messed up alot of things in my life. So now I am trying to fix it all.

Well start by using paragraphs so I, along with everyone else on the forum don’t have to squint at a cluster of words. Welcome to the forum.

Anyway, everything that is happening is kind of normal, I went through very embarrassing years right around that age. Masturbate at least 2-3 times a week, you can’t go celibate at that age. Don’t stress yourself, you will be fine.

Well, I plan to aswell. Don’t wanna get blue balls, lol. But I do want to eventually gain some size in my penis. Not much, just maybe an inch. I am completely average for my ethnicity. I am white so I’m your run of the mill 6 1/2 incher, not sure about girth but I think it looks normal. I wanna get to be a little over 7, maybe 7 1/2, and perhaps gain some girth. All erect, I don’t care how my penis looks when flaccid.

My question is, if I do these two, 20 minute sessions of ballooning a day, will I gain any size? I know I’ll gain hardness, and overall penis health and functionality, but I am uncertain if it’ll actually make it any bigger.

Edit: I should also add I am very intimidated to any technique other than ballooning, as ballooning seems like the most natural. Stuff like clamping, jelqing really scares me.