It’s hard to explain but ill do my best. I don’t know what caused it but when I masturbated back in November I would always feel discomfort in the area after ejaculation. I started to get negative PI’s and so I slowed down on masturbating.
For about a month I went through a cycle of masturbating twice a week (Sunday and Monday) and then it would feel a little sore for a couple days (Tuesday and Wednesday) and I would usually feel fine during the weekend so I would beat it again only to get back to that same pain that I had. The thing that got me was my erections were still fine and my penis would feel fine so I felt that I could masturbate again with no problems.
It wouldn’t stop so I took most of December off trying not to touch my penis, I was super horny the entire month. I masturbated around the end of the month to see if I was healed. I noticed it a little bit, but for the most part I felt fine. But I ended up masturbating the next day and also the day after that and I could feel it coming back a little.
I have no self discipline when it comes to trying not to masturbate if you can tell.
January has brought me some ups and downs. I masturbated last Sunday, had a small flaccid Monday, stayed away from the dick through the entire week, and on Friday night I was feeling horny so I decided to get a boner and play with it a little. I ended up edging a little bit and my dick felt healthier, bigger and harder then it has for a while now. I ended up ejaculating and felt a little sore after. Saturday went fine, a little pain here and there every now and then. Sunday (yesterday) I had a good flaccid hang, my dick was feeling good for the most part. Then again late last night I couldn’t refrain myself from beating off again.
I did so, felt some pain, and today I woke up feeling a little sore again. Mostly when I touch my penis I can feel the discomfort. Also my flaccid is hanging very small today.
The thing is, I will not do anything for a week and my dick will feel fine by the weekend. My erections will still be hard and I will still be horny. That’s why I have had trouble not masturbating and have kept this injury going over a long period of time.
My plans are to stay off it till a little bit into February, and then maybe try a jelq or two before I try to masturbate again. And then judging by how my dick feels after that I will go from there.
Sorry this is so long but believe me when I say there is no short way to describe this.