Addicted to PE
First, when I started to read about PE on this forum I was very skeptic.
After a bit of reading, I was stunned and impressed. My whole life practically turned around.
I had a similar feeling when I started bodybuilding. I was to anxious to “build up”, so before proper research I started and got a bit injured after few days (I blame it on my immaturity).
This time, I was not going to make the same mistake. Took myself 3 days (had whole days on my hands) for research only.
By reading I found myself even more interested. The temptation to start early was growing, so I had to find something to divert me from this.
I decided to tell my girlfriend about what I am about to do. Her first reaction was “you don’t need it”, “I like your dick” etc.
After a lot of quoting of people from this forum, a lot of talking about it and persuasion resulted in better than I have hopped.
She helped me set goals and promised to support me at every step of my PE.
With the great initial starting points I made (and was proud of), I finally measured and started by the very beginning of this year (1/1/09).
I started the newbie routine:
5 min warm wrap
10 min very slow wet jelq (start with low intensity, gradually upgrading it)
5 min stretching
50 sec kegels, 5 second contraction each
5 min warm wrap
Two days on, one day off.
I am very proud to say that I haven’t been under or over-training, or ignored my rest periods, so I haven’t had an injury, spotting nor any of the negative PI’s.
And now, I have hit a bit of a problem. While doing my daily routine I never had trouble focusing. It was always very fun.
But with every day I did PE, I found it became more and more satisfying, till yesterday when I could actually say that I became addicted.
I am now on a day off, and I am having trouble controlling myself to actually TAKE this day off!
The good news on my ruler made this even more difficult.
I gained about 0.3” in BPEL and 0.1” EG. In only 12 days!
And I am actually one step from hurting myself due to the fact I can’t seem to help not thinking about doing the routine today.
Is there anyone with similar experience (of this magnitude) around here? And can you give me some suggestions on how to distract myself from this desire?