A guy looking for help.
Hello gents, I’ve studying P.E. For quite some time dating all the way back to around my high school days which was around 5 yrs ago. I first came across what everyone had come across those times emails of Viagra, crap on the net, and of course penis enlargement pills. I was young and didn’t know what to expect so I researched around and every time I tried to find an answer of which was the best I never got the straight answer which should’ve said some to me. So I ordered a 3 month supply of the stuff and I don’t remember what was called and took it from there. I noticed more blood-flow and active erections but hardly gained at all. Last time I may’ve checked I’m 5 1/2 erect and not sure about the girth. So I’ve tried that didn’t work and after period of time I wasn’t all too impressive afterwards.
During my puberty days I started getting bad acne and not even the mighty Pro-Active could combat my testosterone. So after being on crappy meds to control that I felt really depressive during high school. Never had the courage to ask a girl out or find someone that I liked to go out with. I took Acutane which is a special perscription to combat acne and the side effects were dehydration, depression, and fucking shit. So it was pretty bad for me during those days and my sex drive is now slowly dying away. Plus I’m a virgin and I turned 21 about 5 months ago. I came across Thunder and have tried the routines however have problem sticking with one because it would show improvement then wouldn’t last as long if I’d stopped completely. I’m aware of jelqing, clamping, stretching and all. This is my first post ever cause I’m usually a private person about my sex life and status. I’m looking to improve my size of my buddy here to be better than ever so I want to tackle on some diet boosts and sexual drive.
I’ve met a girl and if I wanted to I could have her as much as I want but I get problems with arousal. Whenever we’re making out I get partially aroused but once she wants to go down I fucking lose it all together and that’s when I get anxious and nervous and poof there goes my advantage so I stop it there and she’s probably going insane cause this has happened awhile. I’m afraid that once my pants are down when she looks that she’ll be seeing a disappointment cause she’s been with two other guys and so far they’ve delivered and she wants me more than either of them. Part of me is wanting a close relationship but I don’t think that can be possible with her. I think with my long-term depression from my past and my secretive sexual status has me pretty much confused if Ill ever have sex. I talked to my family doctor and he explained to me that there isn’t a way to enhance or make a penis bigger if so it will only last awhile so it wouldn’t be permanent. He explained it’s all about technique of what you can do, it seems I’m just looking for advice and I’m thinking I might need therapy which couldn’t hurt but I’m nervous on that part. My doctor also said the three main killers of an erection is pretty much nervousness, anxiety, and guilt. So I’m basically tired of living like this and needing a hand out and help.