A bit nervous.
Been doing PE on and off since 28/sept/07. Longest I’ve done was around 3 1/2 months I think. Reason I can’t be doing it all the time is, because I am a full time student and have lots of studies. Well I’ve been doing PE until April/2008, then I had to stop for a while, because of my exams and I can’t really revise with a hard on 24/7, so I had to get my mind off PE, and sex, so I masturbated frequently in order to study in peace, lol.
Well exams have finished on 2nd of June, and I decided to resume my PE, first it was a bit uncomfortable for the penis after that long, which is understandable and I still had rock hard erections, I get my routine from penishealth.com, and I was before starting I just read through it once again, and one of the exercises I usually do “Horizontal movement”, where you tourniquet the base of the semi-erect penis and stroke with ‘ok’ sign.
Well I read in that exercise, the more pressure you apply in this particular exercise the better the effect, I was well unconvinced anyway with that policy “more pressure, better results”, but I did try to apply more pressure than I usually did on that exercise, not like I squeezed to death, but moderately higher..
Then I got weaker erections on the next day, and after some rest I regained it, but it wasn’t as hard as before I think, it’s been 4 days since I started resting (stopped on Wed), but now I get harder erections while sitting down (probably because the blood circulation is better while sitting), and my morning wood is weak.. I have to do some kegels or sit down, and stroke it longer to get that rock hard erection, sometimes the side of the penis (the spongy side is a bit soft).
I mean I can get the rock hard erection, but with more work than I to do before, before I could just stroke myself a bit and that’s it it’s rock hard! Now, I have to stroke it towards the head to supply it with blood and do some kegels in order to get that rock hard penis.
I’m a bit worried, may be I’m just being paranoid, because I didn’t masturbate for 19days and the penis is full of sperm. My lady is arriving this month, and I don’t want the penis to be weaker than before..
It just takes longer, and more stroking +kegels to get the erection, may be it’s just that I haven’t had sex or masturbated for a while, that it takes kegel exercises or stroking while sitting to get it harder or am I just paranoid? It usually took me 2-3days to be back and properly healed, why is it taking too long? Could I have damaged my penis a bit, because I’ve over trained a few times before in a similar way? Do weaker erections as a result of over training damage the penis in the future?
Please don’t laugh, I know it might sound silly..
I’m just nervous.