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Penile Ocd

Penile Ocd

It’s been two years since I remember posting on this site. One of the reasons I stopped is I realized that my obsession was getting worse, hurting my relationships— and probably being the cause of a breakup that was somewhat devastating—in part because I felt the rediculous guilt associated with this mental illness. At this time, I was what one would objectively call on the larger side. I was close to 7” NBP and at points before that I had passed it. BP I have seen as high as 8.25 over the top with an optimal erection. For all intensive purposes, I am almost certain based on experience and my obsession with stats that I am in rarefied territory in length, certainly in the top 10%, likely in the top 5%. Too deep as you may imagine can often be an issue. As for Girth, I use to measure incorrectly. Measuring girth, I have come to find is something that actually takes a good bit of practice, coordination, and I wouldn’t surprise me if the vast majority of people measure incorrectly even if they have seen tutorials. That said, My girth at it’s maximum mid-shaft is about 5.2”. (3/4 up the shaft). And a tad less as the base. This with using a paper strip (Which my mind makes me use because it’s the most austere measurement for me) and I am sort of hour glass shaped, and so it dips below 5 in the center, unless I’m really cheating the measurement. I don’t have problems really with girth outside of normal entry, rug-burn, and in not so many cases teeth. In the past I’ve worn magnum condoms without a problem.

The reason I am being detailed is because I want people to see that I am (at least in one dimension, very far above average) and in the other about average, or perhaps even a bit above, and this is my story:

After getting out of a relationship, where I believe my obsessions were getting the best of me or us, I committed myself to sort of backing out of the whole PE thing, I want to sort of keep what I had and just be satisfied, for me the whole chasing after to be in the 1% of penile dimensions just seemed like a waste of time, if I could be markedly above average, I could go focus on something else. For two years, my obsessions ebbed and flowed. Sometimes it would be researching websites, other times it would be an hour or a few hours with the ruler, but I found that this only happened every 6 months, maybe less. I started receiving counseling and that helped a bit, and then I had some other life experiences that lead me away from this kind of activity and I started to experience the thoughts a little less frequently, I would have occassional OCD attacks, but I was able to manage better than before.

More recently, however things have come back due to a bad experience (or that’s how I framed it). I would enroll in counseling, but my insurance won’t kick in for another few weeks. The reason I am coming to you all now is that it’s gotten to the point where it’s effecting my work. It feels weird to state the extent of my obsession, but I will do so to
Make this thread more helpful for other readers. I have lost hours of my day debating over whether or not I was actually above average based on a certain study because I kegeled before measuring girth, I have lost hours on the web, I have lost weekend nights, I have in all honesty lost the better part of my 20’s being concerned with my size. The kicker is I have usually been regarded as a good partner, and I am starting to have some success in my career, but while this obsession get’s worse it’s hindering my ability to put my focus where I wish it would be. I don’t want my career to be hindered, and I don’t want to chase people out of my life. The worse thing about this is that it feels like a very shameful and embarassing obsession. It’s not something you just go to your friends with.

I would really like to have a healthy love life in the future, I would like to be able to re-frame my focus elsewhere. Optimally I would keep doing the whole PE thing, and just take anything that maybe comes with it, but it doesn’t seem like I can anymore. So please, if anyone has learned to manage these feelings— by what mechanisms have you done so?

I have found that extremely intense exercise (I am talking until you can’t breathe), counseling, creating a new experience from either travel or moving, Having a girl compliment you have all worked to temporarily remove the angst, but it’s far from a cure all.

Thanks so much to anyone with advice.

I think you have a handle on what you think is a negative in your life .
You know how things play out from the OCD point of view .
And you can control how you feel .

I’d say get your “monkey” mind under control .
That’s that small insistent voice that drives you nuts with ” what ifs” .
Probably what most of us need to do is get a grip on whats important .
You’re on track to be your own best friend .
dooks out !!!


Start Sept. 09 BPEL 5.5"

Now Jan. 14 BPEL 6.6" Goal 7.5 "x 6"

Improving my Best Friend in 3 Dimensions.

Thank you for responding. I wish it were so easy as to control these thoughts. I feel like I am very mentally strong and I cannot fight them. I’m just hopeful that I will be able to enroll into some form of therapy, and sort of grow out of it with time.

ll you have to do is to enroll in the Ukrainian army


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Originally Posted by UkranianTitan
Thank you for responding. I wish it were so easy as to control these thoughts. I feel like I am very mentally strong and I cannot fight them. I’m just hopeful that I will be able to enroll into some form of therapy, and sort of grow out of it with time.

Never said it was easy !
You have to “believe” that YOU do the thinking and not your monkey mind .
I had a long time before I could tell mine to shut the hell up !
You know what it wants to say and do , and acknowledge that as valid .
But also know your “right” mind will help you and not sabotage your intent .
Just a different way to address your “self” .

Change cannot to “can” .in the sentence .
In other words , change your mind .

Don’t know how old you are , but these things can get easier as you age .
dooks out !!!


Start Sept. 09 BPEL 5.5"

Now Jan. 14 BPEL 6.6" Goal 7.5 "x 6"

Improving my Best Friend in 3 Dimensions.

Your dick will get bigger if you join the Ukrainian army?


Began December 2009 at 5 7/8" length and 5" girth.

As of December 5th 2012 7 3/8" BPEL and 6 1/8" base girth.

Going for the magic 8"x6"

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