I'm making a promise to myself.
Today I did my clamping/edging routine. It was an alright workout but not the best I’ve ever had. By the end though, I felt like I had to cum, once again. This ruins the workout imo.
From the time I was about 18, to the present day (I’m 20 now) I’ve been getting sex on a regular basis. I’ve had a girlfriend for a year now, and before her I was getting laid pretty regular as well. The problem is that before that I never got laid much at all. It was very rare for me back in my younger days. I’ve just really matured and come in to my own since then.
Masturbation was an everyday thing for me when I was younger. Usually more then once a day. I’ve cut that out, but I still do it a few times a week, when I don’t really need to. Sex with my girlfriend is enough. Plus from letting loose so much, it takes more to get me aroused to edge or clamp. I need either porn or deep mental visualization, and then constant stimulation once it’s going on.
So to cure this I am promising myself that I’ll abstain from ejaculating, unless it’s from sex. No more cum hindering my gains. No more porn addiction. This could be my New Year’s resolution, but I want it to start right now. It’s felt like a burden to me for a very long time.
Anyone who’s had similar problems, your comments are welcomed and encouraged.
Anyone who currently has this problem, I’ll keep you posted, and hopefully this will help and/or inspire you.