I'm in a dilemna involving negative PIs and a girl
Mods/Admins, please move this to the according forum. Since I have less than 30 post I can only post this in the Newbie forum.
A month ago, I started PEing on the Newbie Routine. And in my 2nd week of PEing, I had one day where I did 300 Jelqs and as a result had a Negative PI after that (I made a post about it What to do about negative PIs ) Anyways, I was told to rest a few weeks before I start PEing again, it’s been 3 weeks, and my PI is Negative as ever (next paragraph explains why this might be), I don’t wake up with a boner anymore, that’s just the beginning of my issue.
A week ago I reconnected (via facebook) with a female that I used to work with about 8 years ago. Back then, we were just co-workers but we always was close, I had a physical attraction to her but I don’t think she did with me. Anyway, she saw my pics on facebook and commented on how sexy I looked and how grown up I look now. So we get to texting sexual messages one night and talking about when we can meet for a little one night stand and one thing led to another she asked me for my “pic”. Now I’ve aways been self conscious with my unit size, being 6 EL and 4.5 EG. : ( I sent the pic anyway and I guess she was turned off by it. We both said good night via text and she hasnt really hit me up since with the exception of an awkward “hey”. Anyway, I thought to myself that this was going to be a one night stand only, so I don’t even care that I don’t get to do her. Fast forward to the next chick.
This chick I’ve known for all but 2 weeks. We went on a few dates and I go to her house. And of course one thing leads to another and we start having sex. But I can only keep it up for a good 10 minutes and I couldn’t finish. This is the first time in my 25 years that this happened to me, and she’s giving me a chance to redeem myself this coming week since she likes me a lot. I am still waking up flaccid and I need to get in shape before next week. I think the fact that the first girl’s reaction (or non reaction) to my unit pic, along with my already negative PI from PEing, has been fucking with my mind lately. I need to really redeem myself with the second chick (forget the first chick) but I need to get a boner!! I’m not the best at writing so hopefully I didn’t lost any of you. I kinda just needed to vent along with seeking for advice on how to get my positive PI back. I used to have a HUGE sex drive but since PEing and the situation with the first chick I’ve been feeling unconfident sexually. I appreciate any advice or similar stories you guys can share. This is important to me.
Started 4/8/10- Bpel-6 Eg-4.5
Goal By 11/8/10- Bpel-7 Eg-5
Wish Me Luck!