I'm giving up
This week marked the 8th anniversary of the total collapse of my system and the loss of my sexual desire after a sudden mysterious illness.
The details can be found in post #51 here.
After 8 long years of going to many different types of doctors, after spending thousands of dollars on various drugs and supplements, I’m tired of chasing it. I’ve had enough. This is just mother nature’s way of telling me that this is the way I’m going to be the rest of my life. I turn 45 next month and it’s time to stop thinking about and worrying about sex anyway.
Once I’ve taken all the stuff I currently have in my cupboard, I’m not ordering anything else.
If I were seeing any type of progress at all then it would be another story and I would still continue on. But nothing has worked. Instead of feeling better I just feel worse.