I screwed myself, help please
Ok, so here is the problem I never got erection problems.I always have morning woods and spontaneous erections through out the day.
I am doing PE since 5 years. Now I am 20 y/o. I started seriously PEing about 3 years ago.(with seriously I mean every day and very rarely taking days off, pure HANGING BTC,RSDT FUCLRUM, OTS FULCRUM)
I think watching too much porn fucked me up.I am watching porn and masturbating on it everyday.I fucked 4 girls in my life and I rarely have orgasm when I am having sex.1 of them was my gf for 4 months I had hard time cumming at first when we had with .So I stopped the porn and I fixed that, so I was able have sex with her for as long as I want + cum whenever I want. I didn’t thought this is a problem because I thought I am controlling my self and it’s good to fuck for a long time.With The other girls sometimes my dick went soft when I put the condom on I thought that because of my excessive masturbation my dick is not used to the feeling of the condom+pussy and that is why it goes soft.With the last 2 of the girls that I fucked here is what happened.With the first I was super hard during the foreplay and when the condom was on my dick it went soft.I had 1 condom on me so we gave up.We met 2 days later (in the meantime I jacked off 1 time on porn) And everything was good I fucked her all night (with ultra thin condom and perfect erection)with breaks but I didn’t came. I fucked her in the morning (this time with normal thick condom) and my dick went soft..
With the last girl I was again hard during the foreplay the condoms were in the other room in which my friend was with his girl so I went to get them and when I came back and pulled out the condom my dick started to getting soft but I got it on and fucked her good.. We changed 2-3 positions my dick was with amazing EQ of %110 and she wanted to climb on top of me.I got her on top she started to do strange hip movements circling around and I couldn’t feel her so after 2-3 minutes my dick got soft..
I never thought about these events before because I didn’t think that these were so big issues, I thought it’s because I am masturbating to porn a lot and my dick isn’t very used to fucking pussies :)
The 3 girls after my gf were like 1 night stands so I couldn’t teach my dick to work good with the pussies again.
Here is the problem that I have.The last 2 months I am not very consistent with my hanging routine and I was skipped some sets and I took days off frequently.So my urethra opening started to swell from time to time but it was ok after I finished my set. I got disioloration on my shaft too + my EQ started to suffer.I over trained without knowing it because when you hang and you take
Days off your dick deconditions pretty fast at least that was what Bib said and it looks like the case for me.
It makes perfect sense. I always was doing my routine religiously before and never got any problems. I decided to stop PE and do a deconditioning break so my penis can heal my discoloration disapear my EQ to be back to normal and then start up again with PE.
I mainly wanted the decon break because of the lower EQ then the normal slightly lower EQ from the hanging.(I Mean when you hang your EQ is a slightly lower which is normal but in my case it was lower then the normal slightly lower EQ)
I haven’t done any pe in the last 15 days my EQ turned back to normal.But now it isn’t the same as before.I don’t have the same spontaneous erections trough out the day.
And today I discovered that I can watch porn without getting an erection WTF?? I am no longer aroused by the porn.. I jerked off earlier today and I decided that I want to jerk off again after 4-5 hours
I got an erection and then it started to subside.Then it went completely soft and I no more wanted to jerk off WTF ?
Here are also couple of facts.The last 1 year I rarely went out because I am very focused on making my business from home as well my achieving my PE goals, I am learning and doing Internet marketing so all day long I am reading and working.That is everyday. I haven’t done any physical exercises since I was 18.. I do 60 push ups per day in one set almost every day though, but I don’t count this as training.
Also I don’t eat very often and very much 2 times per day.. I am 188cm 72kg, so I am pretty skinny.
So guys tell me what fucked up my Erections, was it the excessive PORN ? Or the fact that I am not eating a lot and the fact that I am not doing any exercises?
I am really starting to worry, I am sure that PE didn’t caused this. The last 1-2 years I really didn’t went out as much as I wanted but the last 1 year was pretty bad in terms of going out..
Give me some suggestions please, I want my SUPER AWESOME EQ BACK + the random erections. I am stopping the porn though.
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