I did something perverted - Am I sick?

Ok, I don’t know, it might be a mistake to actually tell anyone about this but I feel that I have to know if its normal.

I was lying in my bed playing around with my dick and waiting to fall asleep. My dick was kind of in a stretched out flaccid state. Then, for no reason at all I began to think, what if I could put my own dick up my ass…

I know it sounds totally crazy but I could not stop thinking about what it could feel like “having sex with yourself” so I tried to stretch it out and put it in there, with no success. It’s allot harder than you might think.

Anyways, I ended up masturbating with a finger up my ass and cumming in my own face…. I feel pretty disgusted about it now, but then it seemed so exciting…

This is not a joke and I am not gay or anything like that.

Is this normal? Is there anyone else that has tried the same thing? I’m starting to feel pretty sick when I am thinking about it and I am regretting that I did it more by the second.

Please just tell me that someone else here has done the same thing.

Stretching with the anal…

Let’s just say sometimes people do crazy things when they are horny. No you are not sick, just damn horny haha.

If you can’t love yourself, how can you love anyone else! :)

TPS, shame on you!

Relax Photon, it doesn’t mean you’re gay. There is absolutely nothing wrong with exploring yourself.

Come to think of it, a few times my girl went down on me and put a finger up my ass, that was one hell of an orgasm!

Although I can’t figure out how horny you would have to have been to do this do yourself, all it does is make me laugh! Out loud too!

I would never do it, but you obviously felt like doing it, so don’t fight it and don’t feel perverted about it. You didn’t do this to someone else who didn’t want it done to them, that’s perverted.

I’ve done both in my horniest era.

In fact I’ve not done it for ages. I think I might cum in my mouth tonight. I like to feel what the girls feel, see how things are from there point of view, you know I’m that type of emotional guy.

Thanks for all the replies!

I do feel better now, although I still think I would even feel better still if I just never done it in the first place. I guess my real problem is that I worry about stuff way too much.

Check out selfsuck.com There is a guy that can do what you were trying to do.

Like Rodney says “If we could get our heads together, we’d just stay home forever”!

This thread contains a discussion of anal play. There’s nothing wrong with what you did Photon.

Size, a fetish? Do you have a fetish?

Guys need to get over the idea of playing with their own butt. Your butt, your dick,…do what the fuck you want with it. Your girlfriend would probably like to play with your butt too. The first time I got a blowjob from my girl with her finger up my ass I shot a continuous stream three feet in the air. Cool stuff. Just another facet of sexuality.

Anyway, don’t sweat it. Anal play is supposed to be good for your prostate too.