I feel for you. Those symptoms really suck, and it is easy to come to the conclusion that they are T related. But they sound like symptoms of depression to me. Or maybe a thyroid or other hormone problem. I don’t know, I’m just saying that with your T levels including high free T, you can’t go on focusing on T as the problem without looking deeper into your physical and mental health.
Sorry mravg for being a bit of a dick, it is just very aggravating to be male and not exhibit the characteristics that make us male, for whatever reason, maybe the Endocrinologist can help.
I am on a anti-depressant, I do realize that that has an effect, but I have almost always been this way, even before medication.
It may seem trivial but I want to wake up with a boner for once, or look at a women and feel the deep desire to “fuck the shit of her” instead of just seeing her as sexy or beautiful. I want my dick to get me into trouble. I want to talk about women with the guys and mean what I say not just fake it or stay silent. And for once I’d like to get an erection in a embarrassing situation.
I am going to see my psychiatrist on Wednesday I believe or Thursday and I will see my therapist in august although I might try to see him sooner. Maybe this is all in my head, but I want to fix it. I just can’t see how I would be imagining it all the time. At least once shouldn’t my dick spring to life when I see a hot chick or at least there be some desire for sex? I just don’t get it.
-Start: NBPL 5.75" x 5.5" EG-
-Goal: NBPL 7" x 6"-