How long can you hold out?

From uloading, if you will? For me it’s about 6 days, then if anyone gets in my face, I’m ready to tear their skin off. I’ve basically eliminated all anger and hate and violence from my life, but this one last missing piece I’m wondering about.

Do you guys feel like eating glass after holding out for 5 days or > I mean I get like a woman all emotional and stuff, LOL.

Last night I was ready to kill somoene. I called up a gf of mine and went over her house, fucked her in the ass and unloaded a north load in her butt. Not a word was exchanged and I left. I was in that type of mood. Fucking ANGRY. After I left, I felt inner peace :)

How do these so called masters handle retaining their load for a year at a time without murdering someone. Or, is it just cause I’m a fucking asshole?

Kevin

Not even a “thank you”? :)

That’s the way she rolls man. She likes the submissive shit, so I went over there in a rage after I called her and told her I was coming and I said, and I quote “no talking, undress, get on the bed and point your ass to the ceiling. There’s a couple others I use to date like that as well. A lot of women like the control aspect. But I’m derailing my own frign thread here, LOL.

Kevin

I can hold out for a week or longer but at no time do I feel angry or my mood changes. I get the sensation like my dick is full so that’s when I know I need to unload.

Scary ain’t it.