Help mental ed
Help, some know my story on here. I thought I damaged my penis from the lig pop (I wasn’t aware of this term until a year later that I did it). A whole entire year of beating myself up, and not having sex. Then finally hearing it’s all in my head. I went to a doc, and my erections were back to normal! But then I stretched it and got nerve damage couldn’t feel my penis glans. Then few weeks down the road, I took 25mg’s of Viagra before sleep, actually on purpose thinking it could help. Then I woke up during the night with only the corpus cavernosum erect and not the spongiosum, thinking I had a priapism or prolonged erection I freaked out. Urologist and others said I probably didn’t have a priapism. But I was convinced I did. My erections still suck, but I know I’m completely stressed out and that doesn’t help. To this day I wish I didn’t take viagra before sleep. Thinking I finally did myself in. Now I can’t seem to get out of this fog. I’m not the same person anymore, the freak out I had completely changed me. I’m not as social as I used to be, I’d rather sleep during the day, talking to girls no longer is fun. I can’t believe I could have been fine if I just went to a doc and discussed it, I suffered in silence for a whole year. And now I’m really suffering. I’m not the same guy anymore and it really sucks, no longer as confident, easy going. I’m full of anxiety, insecure, my grades are dropping in school. I don’t know what to do. I went to the doc to bring me salvation, not to bring me into a deeper hell. I need help. Would a cognitive therapist really help? I really don’t want to go to one, but I’m dying here, I’ve lost my fire. Honestly I’m not the same man I was back in like April. Help.