Why does it feel like such an emotional kick in the balls when the girl you love says “Im gonna go fuck my dildo now, see you later, wish it was your dick.” Its pissing me off although it shouldn’t! I might masturbate a couple times a month. She might 6-12 times a month. I hate hearing about it. If she doesnt want to make me a part of the process I really dont want to hear about it. Im sick and pissed off about it!