BIG Letdown! :(
I haven’t had sex since before I started PEing a little over a year ago. I haven’t been dating or anything, but that’s and entire topic unto itself that I don’t wish to discus at the moment. Anyway, the fact is that I’ve make pretty decent gains (6.25 -> 7.75ELBP 5.0 -> 5.7EG) over that past year without actually ever giving my new dick a real world test. So today I decided, enough is enough, I have to test this thing out now!
I wanted to try it out on a girl, and fast, so I decided to call an escort. I’ve never hired one before, but figured what the hell, why not? It beats picking up a drunk chick in a bar for a one night stand—especially when you hate bars the way I do.
After such an extended period of abstinence, my main concern was that I might get overexcited, cum too soon, and not get my money’s worth. What I laugh! Looking back, I think I would have preferred that to what actually happened.
Well, at least she thought my dick was big. I brought along a Magnum condom in case she only had standard ones on hand, because I didn’t want to ruin the experience by having my circulation cut off from an overly tight condom. As she was reaching for a condom, I mentioned I’d brought my own because I wanted one that fit right, but she was one step ahead of me. She said, “Oh, you mean like this (Showing me a Magnum)? I can’t imagine trying to put a regular one on that!” “I said, it’s not that big, is it?” She said “Well, it sure isn’t small!”
Unfortunately, things went downhill from there I got hard right away, so no ED, and after a few minutes it became quite clear that I wasn’t going to have any problem with premature ejaculation. The problem was, I wasn’t feeling a hell of a lot of anything! Either this girl was just way too loose, or I’ve desensitized my dick a little too much by accustoming it to long PE sessions without Cumming. I think it was probably a combination of both.
I am guessing she was a bit loose and deep. At 7.75 ELBP (not overweight with big fat pad either) I didn’t feel the slightest hint of bottoming out in any position. It must be at least partially due to desensitization though. She said I was one of her bigger clients, which means that most of her other clients had an even looser fit, and (I assume) she managed to get them off.
This girl was fairly young (23) and actually had a pretty nice body (5’ 6” 125 pounds) with her weight well proportioned into the right places, so we are not talking fatty here. I though her body was nice. I wouldn’t have expected a loose pussy from looking at her.
At this point, I am thinking that I could take one of two divergent paths. 1) Let my dick rest from PE for a month or two to regain some of its sensitivity. 2) Kick it into C:\Program Files\YEmote4\41overdrive and try to make my dick so damn big I’ll never have that problem again no matter how loose a girl is.
The main reason I feel so bad about the whole situation is that this girl REALLY wanted to satisfy me. She tried everything she could to try to get me to cum to no avail, and I could tell she felt bad—like she just wasn’t sexy enough for me. We went over an hour until I finally said, “It’s just not going to happen. Don’t worry about it, it’s my problem. You did all you could.”
The whole situation was pretty awkward. She was kind of embarrassed that “she didn’t do anything for me,” and I felt bad about making her feel bad. Escorts have feelings too, I guess, and sometimes they really have to work hard for the money.
Oh, one more thing. I didn’t really feel as “into it” as I thought I would. I’m not entirely sure if the low degree of stimulation was responsible for me losing interest part way through, or if fucking a complete stranger you have no emotional bond to is not all it’s cracked up to be. I suppose the lack of an emotional connection could have kept me from translating the little stimulation I did get into pleasure.