anxienty, ego, digestive problems.
I’ve recently experienced some anxiety over things that happened with my girl, we were talking about her parents and stuff, and when she started talking about her parents and what they are capable of, how they travel and stuff, I felt really bad, we were never poor or something but I felt really bad, I don’t know If it was jealousy. But I felt weird inside of my belly, It was uncertainty, also when somehow we talk about sex in general I start to fell the same way, I’m trying to breathe it out, but it doesn’t work.
When this happens I start to have digestive problems, its not very unusual problem to me. I’ve always thought that I have quick metabolism, but now I’m wondering if its not more of a nervous stomach. I did went to the doctor, but he never found anything wrong with my stomach, he said it might be the nerves.
I don’t want to act needy to my girlfriend looking up for certainty through questions but sometimes I ask and when I do, she usually gives me certainty and the weird feeling dissolve, but I feel stupid for asking such questions. I want to feel certain in myself no matter what. Its like ego based.- I just need to now that I’m better and that sucks.
Did you experienced something similar or how can you get out of this race?
GOAL - BPEL anything that comes along with 5.5 EG