Guys, I appreciate the concern, really I do. I have a firm policy of never making important decisions while I’m not right in the brain and that’s where I’m at right now.
I had a really bad week and I thought I might be going crazy in the brain again but friends pointed out that it happened once before when I stopped taking hydroxycut. I took them for energy and both times when I stopped taking them, I got disoriented and in a bigtime brainfog and had even less energy then when I started taking them. I have no clue why that is but it just is. Because of the brainfog, I sometimes forget if I took my paxil or not, so I don’t take it and then that adds more problems for me so that’s what happened to me this week (I hope). I bought a pill case, and won’t take hydroxcut anymore-problem solved.
If that was it then in a couple of days I’ll be right again and I’ll do some research. Right now I don’t have the skills to do a sudoku puzzle successfully, so reading up on neurotransmitters at this time is pointless for me and it only makes me more nervous anyway.
Somebody posted about maybe getting on paxil- all I can tell you is paxil is truly a bitch to get off of. In the past I’ve tried and sometimes I’m halfway there and start back up again because I get so scared of the “losing control” feeling you get as it leaves your body. It’s not cool. It’s probably why I stay on it. I’m a slave to my paxil.
I’ll resume my post whoring once I have more coherent thoughts, but thanks everybody for caring:)