What's the WORST that could happen?
I made the horrific mistake of doing jelqing while erect last fall. It started out at 50% and then it felt great so I kept jelqing with a full one despite being rock solid. I even did kegels while erect jelqing because it felt good.
VERY VERY VERY STUPID MISTAKE.
Guys, please learn from my mistake. The last 8 months have been pure hell. I’ve had very few morning woodies. I’ve lost BOTH size, girth, head size and load size. I’ve gotten gray hairs worrying about my once raging dick. I’m only 21. My sex drive has been 0 and my confidence is kaput. I hate waking up every day without a boner.
I kid you not.
Trying to at least feel normal, I’d jerk off just to feel normal again, but it wouldn’t feel like before.
I’ve gone a whole week without masturbating, but still no morning woodies and no sex drive. I think it’s both mental and physical.
My dick is smaller in both length and girth and it feels way too stiff in its resting state and too flaccid at other times. The sponginess is very confusing.
The question is, do I abstain completely for a whole month and wait for something to “heal”? Or do I need to get over this mental thing where I’m paranoid. I keep seeing my dick smaller than it once was and it scares the shit out of me.
1) what is the worst possible damage I could have done? be brutally honest
2) What do I do?